Grandpa He coaxed in a low voice: Baby, be good!

Chapter 146 Losing control

Xi Yan had been feeling uneasy ever since Mrs. Xi left. Finally, when she got off work and went home, she bought a lot of beer, trying to numb herself and stop thinking about Mrs. Xi's words, but the more she drank, the more she thought about it.

"Yanyan, you are worried about your uncle!" Xiaomai said, patting Xiyan's back.

"Yes, a little bit. After all, he is the one who gave birth to me and raised me. He also gave me a happy childhood. When I think of the time when I was a kid sitting on my father's shoulders, laughing and making noises, I feel really happy." Xi Yan recalled her happy childhood with a happy face.

"Then go back and see your uncle! After all, so many years have passed, the dead are gone, and the living are still here." Xiaomai comforted.

"No, my mother is watching us in heaven. They killed my mother. He was the one who abandoned us first. Why should I pity him? Why should I go to see him? It's all his fault. Why can't you be faithful to one person? Why do you always get tired of the old and love the new? He killed my mother. He made me homeless and wandering around. Why should I go to see him? It's all his fault, wuwuwuwuwuwu, it's all his fault..." Xi Yan roared and cried, shouting out the resentment in her heart.

"Okay, it's all his fault. Let's not go to see him, so we don't get upset." Xiaomai said comfortingly.

"But he is my father and has given me so many beautiful memories. I remember when I was sick as a child, he carried me around the hospital and was sweating with anxiety. He would take me to the playground every weekend. I don't have a mother anymore, and I can't lose my father again." Xi Yan cried and thought of her father's goodness again.

Xiaomai had a headache. It was really hard to reason with a drunk person. It was neither this nor that.

"Then Yanyan, tell me, we can do whatever you want, okay?" Xiaomai wanted to stroke her fur first and talk about it after she sobered up!

"No, Xiaomai, please help me make the decision. I'm really conflicted now. If I go, I'll feel sorry for my mother and I shouldn't forgive them. But if I don't go, I'm really worried about him. I'm feeling so miserable and uncomfortable here!" Xi Yan covered her chest with her hands and cried.

"How can I help you make decisions about your family affairs? Besides, I am also a child abandoned by my parents. How can I know which one of my parents is more important?" Xiaomai said coldly.

"That woman said that matters of the heart are beyond human control. I kind of understand that. When feelings arise, people rush toward them like moths to the flames. Then doesn't he think about his wife and daughter? What about responsibilities and obligations? And my mother, does she only have feelings for my father? Then what am I? When she jumped, did she think about me? Do I have a future?" Xi Yan uncontrollably accused her parents of not having really thought about her as a daughter.

"Yes, Yanyan is right. They are all irresponsible parents. It's not worth your worry."

Xiaomai thought of her parents again, and her heart ached. Why did they leave her in the snow? Did they ever think about her own life?

Xiaomai picked up the bottle and opened it, saying, "Come on, Yanyan, drink! You won't feel bad when you're drunk. We don't want irresponsible parents. From now on, we will love each other. It doesn't matter whether we have parents or not."

As she spoke, Xiaomai also picked up the bottle and started drinking. Normally, she pretended to be strong and didn't care, but there was always a thorn in her heart that she couldn't get rid of. Why could her grandmother, who had nothing to do with her, raise her? She didn't have any congenital diseases, so why did her parents abandon her so cruelly.

The same goes for Xi Yan. If one of her parents had thought more about Xi Yan, they would not have put her in such a situation, making her so caught between a rock and a hard place.

Xiaomai originally came to enlighten Xiyan, but the mention of her parents also aroused her resentment, and she also drank uncontrollably...