Quick Wear: The Stupid Beauty is Forced to Become a Heartthrob

Chapter 154: The Spectator and the Invisible Man 4 I Hope Someone Can Love Me

He was confessed to by a beautiful girl.

Although he did not agree despite everyone's urging, I still felt a little inferior. Could he really be my soulmate?

I compared myself with that girl.

I am a very ordinary person. I look ordinary, my grades are ordinary, and everything about me is ordinary. I am the kind of person who cannot be found in a crowd. Perhaps the most noticeable thing about me is that I have a pair of shallow dimples. I may be a little cuter when I smile than when I don't.

There is such a huge difference between me and this girl. She has big eyes, a small mouth, and fair skin. Everything about her is better than me.

Well, my mood suddenly turned bad today.

It turns out he was so popular that many girls in the barbecue restaurant came just to see him.

After returning the umbrella to him, I went home. I needed to sort myself out.

Monday, September 10, ****, the weather was cloudy.

Oh my God, it turns out he is from our school, and is in the first year of high school like me. I know his name!

When I went to school today, I saw a new list posted on the school bulletin board. Since it was still early, I stopped and took a closer look.

He stood out in there and I saw him at a glance.

It turns out that he is from our school. This realization made me so happy that bubbles suddenly popped up in my heart. Such a coincidence must be our fate, right?

The unhappiness in my heart a few days ago was suddenly swept away. I am indeed not excellent, but I can also become excellent slowly!

I continued to look at the bulletin board.

A photo with a blue background was posted on it. The somewhat indifferent expression and handsome facial features seemed particularly harmonious. The naturally drooping hair on his forehead slightly covered his eyes, making him look a little gloomy.

But I know that he is so warm.

His name was written below: Shi Jilin.

It's so strange that even his name makes my heart beat fast, and I feel secretly happy in my heart.

A few girls came over and looked at the list a few more times, then they started chatting excitedly.

A girl's voice sounded very excited. She mentioned Shi Jilin: "As expected of Shi Jilin, he is first again this time! So handsome!"

Someone nearby echoed, "That's right, our cool male god is not just a joke!"

I listened for a long time. Was he so famous in school? It seemed that everyone knew him except me.

But these are just small things, I am still in a good mood today!

On Monday, September 10, ****, the weather was cloudy and then sunny.

Today must be my lucky day, I've run into him three times!

The first time was when I was doing morning exercises. I was pushed by someone and happened to run into him. I said sorry to him and he looked at me and nodded. He must remember me, right?

The second time was when I went to eat at noon, and I ran into him again while waiting in line. Isn’t this really fate?

The third time was in the afternoon after school, and our ways home were surprisingly the same, even though only a short section of the way was the same, even though we were separated by a street, and even though he might not have noticed me, I still selfishly treated it as if we had walked together for five minutes. When I thought of this, I felt so happy.

On Tuesday, October 10, ****, the weather turned from cloudy to overcast.

Today is Halloween, and everyone in the class is preparing small gifts. In fact, I also secretly prepared a small gift for him.

It was a small bag of candy, my favorite apple-flavored candy. If we were destined to be together, would he also like the same flavor?

When school was over at noon, I deliberately did not go to the cafeteria to eat. Instead, I waited until everyone left and secretly went to his classroom.

I had memorized his class clearly before, and although I didn't know his seat, I knew his name, so I found his seat on the seating chart on the podium and put my little gift in it.

I was a little discouraged when I saw his desk. It was already filled with gifts, some expensive chocolates, expensive desserts, and expensive-looking candies. Each one seemed to be more valuable than what I had in my hand.

But I still carefully placed the small gift in a corner of the desk. He wouldn't care about the price of the gift. Although I have only known him for a short time, I know that he must care about the thought behind it.

After giving the gift, I was happy all day, until the afternoon when I was leaving school, I habitually passed by their class just to take a closer look at him.

I did see it. He was carrying a schoolbag across his shoulder, with the same cold expression as usual. He was holding a large bag of things of different sizes in his hands, and he threw them into the trash can without even looking at them.

I stood there in a daze, not daring to move forward. Only after he was far away did I dare to walk forward and saw my candy at a glance.

Well, he didn’t collect any from anyone.

Saturday, November 11, ****, the weather was cloudy.

Today is my birthday and there are no surprises.

In fact, I had already reminded Mom and Dad yesterday, but as expected, they forgot today.

It doesn’t matter, I’m used to it.

But I didn’t see him today, which is strange. The whole school is so small, why didn’t I see him today?

I bought myself a small cake on the street, lit the candles, and made a wish.

My wish every year was that someone would notice me.

I can finally change my wish today because someone has noticed me!

So my wish this year is that someone can love me.

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Li Siyue flipped through the pages again. The next two years' contents were almost all about this boy, this boy named Shi Jilin. Her mother's secret crush on him lasted for two whole years, until the end of the third year.

That was my mom’s 18th birthday.

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September 9, ****, Sunday, the weather was sunny.

I've been feeling anxious lately, always feeling like something bad is going to happen.

But I am already like this, what bad thing can happen?

I don't understand.

On Tuesday, September 9, ****, the weather was cloudy and turned to rain.

He worked in the barbecue restaurant for three years, and I worked in the barbecue restaurant for three years, but today, he seemed to have changed.

After lunch in the afternoon, I went to the barbecue restaurant as usual, but this time, no matter how long I sat there, even if I raised my hand and called for the waiter, he did not come over.

I was a little restless and at a loss. Did I do something wrong? Did he find out that I had a crush on him? Why did he distance himself from me?

I mustered up the courage to walk up to him and ask him, but he frowned and looked confused, as if he didn't know what I was talking about. He said, "You want to order food, right? I'll come right away."