Quick Wear: The Stupid Beauty is Forced to Become a Heartthrob

Chapter 152 The Bystander and the Invisible Man 2 Is this my punishment?

August 3, ****, Friday, sunny.

I am super super happy today!

The teacher told us to develop a good habit of keeping a diary, so I will start to record it from today! I am so happy today, I must record it!

Today in class, the teacher said that there will be a spring outing tomorrow. Spring outing! I have never been there! In the second grade, the teacher forgot to fill in my name, so I didn’t go last year.

I was smart this year! I went to the teacher's office to ask for the list, and sure enough, the teacher forgot to write mine.

The teacher looked very upset. She said sorry to me and said she didn't know how she forgot to write my name. It might be because I raised my hand too low.

how could be?

My little hands were definitely the tallest in the class at that time!

But I didn’t tell the teacher this because I knew it was useless to say this because the teacher wouldn’t be able to see my hands no matter how high they were.

I smiled at the teacher and accepted her apology. She added my name and complimented me on how cute my dimples were.

Let’s go on a spring outing tomorrow!

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Li Siyue's tears were not yet dry, and she couldn't help but smile when she saw this, as if she saw her little mother cheering happily.

Was her mother so cute and cheerful when she was a child? She looked completely different from the mother she knew. The mother she knew didn't seem to have any happy moments. Even when she smiled, there was a hint of sadness and longing in the depths of her eyes.

Thinking of this, she felt a dull pain in her heart again and continued reading.

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November 3, ****, Saturday, the weather was sunny.

It's like this again, why is it like this again?

I got up on time this morning, but when my mother saw me, she asked me, "Little Lamb, isn't today a holiday? Why are you getting up so early?"

I knew she must have forgotten again, but I was in a good mood today, so I didn't blame her. I said to her, "Mom, I'm going on a spring outing today. Did you prepare a lunch box for me?"

When I saw my mother’s panic, I knew she had forgotten again.

Mom kept apologizing and took out some bread and milk from the kitchen and stuffed them in my hands. "I'm sorry, little lamb. Mom really forgot. Can you take this to fill your stomach for lunch today?"

I was a little sad, but I was going on a spring outing today, so I was happier. So after breakfast, I put bread and milk into my schoolbag and walked to school happily.

The weather outside is so nice. The white clouds in the sky look so big and soft, just like what I like to eat. Speaking of which, I had finished the ones at home a long time ago. I told my dad to buy me a pack last time, but he must have forgotten about it again and I didn’t even see it.

Let’s remind him again after today’s spring outing!

I saw a few yellow school buses running by on the side of the road, and children of my age were looking out of the windows curiously.

They must be going on a spring outing as well!

I can't wait!

There was a breeze blowing, it was cool and comfortable. It was really great weather for a spring outing!

I arrived at school ten minutes earlier than usual! Because I was so happy, I walked faster and faster.

Maybe I came too early today, the school was surprisingly quiet and there was no one there.

I walked to the classroom door and it was locked. Did they all get up so late on Saturdays?

Well, I decided to wait.

I waited until my feet were numb, then I went to the security guard's place to find a seat.

"Kid, why are you coming to school at this time?"

I sat on a small stool inside and happily told the security guard, "Because we are going on a spring outing today!"

The security guard looked at me and said, "Spring outing? They have already left on the school bus."

gone?

Why did you just leave?

I clearly added my name to the list yesterday, and I even came ten minutes early on purpose, so why did he leave anyway?

I felt that the security guard grandfather suddenly became blurry, and I felt like I was about to cry.

I ran out of the school gate, tears finally falling, the bread and milk in my schoolbag were so heavy that I wanted to throw them away...

You forgot me again. Why did you forget me again?

I try really hard to be a good kid, why is no one paying attention to me?

I really want to ask the gods in heaven, if I have done something wrong, is this a punishment for me?

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Li Siyue's eyes blurred again. From the immature words, she could vaguely see the scene at that time. The little girl shed silent tears, helpless and at a loss...

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Monday, September 3, ****, the weather was cloudy.

The teacher apologized to me today, and she didn't seem to have done it on purpose. She said she really didn't see my name when she was reading out the list, so she thought everyone was there and left. She also said she had told the class that we had to come to school half an hour early.

I didn't hear it, maybe I went to the bathroom.

I told her it was okay.

I always feel that it is neither the teacher’s fault nor my mother’s fault.

Whose fault is it then?

Maybe it's my fault...

On Monday, March 3, ****, it rained heavily.

It wasn't raining when I went out, but it was raining when I got home.

After waiting for a long time, everyone in the school had left, and my parents didn't come either.

I went home alone in the rain. It was really cold, and the sticky feeling on my body was very uncomfortable. Actually, I hate rainy days, and I hate it even more when it rains suddenly and no one remembers to bring me an umbrella.

When I got home, my parents were sitting in the living room watching TV. When they saw me, they quickly took me to take a shower and apologized again, saying they forgot I didn't bring an umbrella today.

I knew it.

August 3, ****, Friday, sunny.

Today the class monitor forgot to collect my homework, and I was criticized by the teacher.

March 3, ****, Friday, it was raining.

In today's open class, I knew the answers to every question, but even though I raised my hand high, the teacher seemed to see nothing and never called on me.

Still a little sad.

Wednesday, April 4, ****, the weather was cloudy.

Yesterday my mother said she would take me to the countryside to worship our ancestors, but today no one woke me up. They had already left and forgot about me.

……

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Li Siyue had no idea what to feel. Looking back at the diary here, she found that basically every day was recorded with just one or two ordinary sentences.

Every sentence records that the little girl was ignored by everyone, even her closest parents.

Li Siyue couldn't help but feel a little resentful towards her parents. She was obviously their own biological daughter, a grown-up person, not an object, so how could they forget her so easily!

Li Siyue thought that this irresponsible couple must be avoiding their own problems, which is why they used the word "forgot" to take responsibility for everything.

But when she saw the next diary entry, her thoughts began to waver again.