The little dark guard who travels between two lives

Chapter 112 Rumors

Women are always very sensitive to each other's thoughts. In the few times that she and Xinhe from her previous life spent together, Xinhe from her previous life was keenly aware of her secret crush and love for the Prime Minister.

However, the emotion that she cherished was directly pointed out to Yu Shen by Xinhe in her previous life. Thinking about it now, Xinhe can still feel the look in the eyes of Yu Shen and Madam Yu when they were standing together and looking at her in her previous life. The eyes of Xinhe in her previous life were full of contempt, mocking her for daring to covet the Prime Minister.

Yu Shen in his previous life had a frown on his face, and the disgust and disdain in his eyes was so obvious that Xin He had nowhere to hide, as if she had been stripped naked. She knelt down in embarrassment in front of the two men and apologized.

Finally, Yu Shen said coldly: "Recognize your identity!", and then asked him to go to the Dark Guard Camp to receive twenty lashes of whipping.

Twenty whips hurt her body, but the most painful thing was her heart. From then on, her heart was frozen, she put away all her girlish feelings, and always reminded herself that she was just a tool and didn't deserve to have feelings.

At that time, her body was already riddled with wounds after experiencing many assassination attempts, and the fact that the emotions she cherished were treated as worthless really broke her down. Her body and spirit quickly deteriorated, and she was finally defeated and died in the final battle.

Thinking of her past life, Xinhe still felt pain in her heart. She couldn't help but cover her heart and let out a long breath.

Until this moment, she realized that the cold eyes that Yu Shen gave her in her previous life really hurt her heart. Even now, she still felt heartbroken when she thought of the past.

After her rebirth, she changed her fate of being murdered and successfully stayed with her parents. She had the family love she had longed for in her previous life and made many good friends. She has always been immersed in the family love and friendship she has, but has never thought about who she likes in this life.

Perhaps it was because of that cold look that made me feel so painful. In this life, I still cannot forget my past life and subconsciously avoid the issue of feelings.

She kept reminding herself to just think of Yu Shen as her brother and not think too much about anything else. This way, there would be no trouble and no heartache.

So when her sister came back home, she told Yu Shen bluntly about his and her sister's relationship in the previous life. Why did she have to tell Yu Shen about this previous life so quickly? Xinhe couldn't explain why.

Maybe it was just to remind herself once again not to indulge in the emotions of the past life, which was not what she could dream of. If you don't invest in emotions, you won't feel heartache.

Xinhe was running when she suddenly bumped into someone. Both of them cried out "ouch" at the same time and covered their heads.

"Oh, it hurts so much, who is it?" Xin He covered her head and raised her head: "Ah Han, why are you so flustered!"

The little girl opposite was about the same age as Xinhe. Her face was red from running and she was still breathing heavily. She looked at Xinhe with her big eyes, looking anxious.

This little girl is Xin He's good friend, Liu Han, the youngest daughter of General Liu. Like Xin He, she loves martial arts and has similar interests. The two met in Huai'an Mansion, and neither of them was willing to give in. As a result, they became good friends after a fight.

Ah Han panted and spoke to Xin He hurriedly: "I am in a hurry to find you. I just went to your house and heard from your mother that you were at Uncle Yu's house, so I hurried over."

Xin He looked at her strangely: "What's the matter? Why are you looking for me so urgently?"

When Liu Han saw Xin He's calmness, she became even more anxious: "Let me ask you, how does your sister treat you?"

Xin He was even more puzzled and asked Qing Yan what she was doing. She smiled and nodded, "It's fine, but our interests are different. My sister likes music, chess, calligraphy and painting. You know, I don't like that, so we don't always play together. But there's nothing wrong with that. What's wrong? Why are you asking?"

Liu Han said angrily: "Since she is your sister, how can she say bad things about you outside?"

Liu Han wiped the sweat off his face and continued, "You may not know, but recently, it has been spread among the noble ladies in Beijing that you, Qin Xinhe, rely on your father's high official position to look down on the daughters of other officials in Beijing, saying that they are useless and can only moan and write clichés."

Xin He was stunned: "What? I just don't like to recite poems and paint with them, but I have never said these words."

Liu Han was so angry that she pinched her waist and said, "Yes, of course I know you can't say these things. But today I went to visit the home of Lord Wang, the Censor, and I found that you didn't go, so I asked why I didn't invite you to play."

"In the end, Miss Wang said that you looked down on them anyway, and they didn't want to play with you anymore. I said that what they said was wrong and that you wouldn't say those things. But guess what they said?"

Xin He's heart moved, and she asked tentatively: "Could it be that my sister said those words that I said?"

Liu Han clapped her hands and said angrily, "You guessed it right. They said your sister told them in person when she attended the poetry meeting with them. They said that you often spoke ill of these noble ladies to your sister at home."

Liu Han held Xin He's hand and said, "So I rushed to ask you, what is your relationship with your sister? She is your sister! How could she say that?"

Xin He was not surprised to hear such words, but felt relieved. Since her sister came back, she has been constantly reminding you that this sister is different from the sister in the previous life, and you must learn to accept her slowly.

But the news Liu Han brought today proved that neither his sister in the previous life nor his current sister had ever treated him as a sister. In his previous life, he wanted to kill her, but in this life, he wanted to live in peace with his sister, but this sister still didn't want to let him go.

Xin He sighed deeply, but Liu Han became anxious: "Ah He, why don't you say anything? What should I do? The noble ladies in the capital said that they will not invite you to the banquet anymore. You will be isolated by them!"

Xin He looked at her good friend who was worried about her, and gently patted Liu Han's hand: "Ah Han, don't worry, I believe that rumors stop at wise people, not everyone will believe what she said. You see, you just believe me, thank you, Ah Han!"

Liu Han was embarrassed by Xin He's praise: "Of course I won't believe it, I'm your good friend! I know what kind of person you are, but...but there are still many people who don't understand you! What if they misunderstand you?"

Xin He smiled: "People who misunderstand me are those who don't understand me. I believe that people who understand me will always know what I am like, just like you. I will have friends who truly believe in me."

Ah Han was still very anxious: "But you will still be misunderstood, especially since this rumor was spread by your sister, it is easier for people to misunderstand."

Xin He didn't want Ah Han to worry about her, so she comforted her, "It's okay, I will explain it to my sister, and she won't say it again in the future."

Ah Han finally breathed a sigh of relief: "Okay, you have to clarify this matter as soon as possible. Although you don't care, being isolated by the noble ladies in the capital is not a good thing. It is not good for your reputation either."