The Legend of Zhen Huan: Year after year, we share the spring breeze

Chapter 138 Suicide note

While Shen Meizhuang was changing clothes in Yonghe Palace, An Lingrong called Su Ye over, "Su Ye, get some paper and pen!"

While crying, Su Ye took out the rice paper and the charcoal pencil that the young lady usually used and placed them on the headboard of An Lingrong's bed.

An Lingrong struggled to stand up, lay on the soft pillow, and began to write:

Please, sisters, don't dwell on Rong'er. You must know that if there was no debt in the previous life, if we haven't met in this life, then if we meet in this life, we will definitely owe it. We met because we had a debt to repay, and we left because it was paid. Now that I'm gone, the previous relationship is over, the karmic debt is wiped out, and you two sisters should be happy for me!

Rong'er was lonely when she was young. Since entering the palace, she was fortunate to meet two elder sisters who have been with her through thick and thin. She only hopes that her sisters take care of themselves and live in peace.

I asked my sister to take good care of my mother, and then took a lock of my hair and gave it to her, telling her that I was an unfilial daughter and that I would repay her kindness in the next life.

Mei Jie and the Sixth Prince can seek the Empress Dowager's protection, but she's often ill and may not be able to care for Mei Jie for long. I know Mei Jie is dignified in appearance, proud in heart, deeply affectionate, and values friendship and loyalty, but being out of favor in the harem is ultimately difficult. For the Sixth Prince's sake, Mei Jie must not vent his anger on the Emperor because of me.

Sister Zhen, please stay true to your heart. When it comes to state affairs, stay within your means and avoid interfering too much. I see a certain resemblance between you and Empress Chunyuan in appearance. The Emperor favors you with special favors, and you're the most favored of the six harems. Who knows if there aren't other reasons? The heart of an emperor is unfathomable, and sincerity cannot be forced. Concubine Hua is no longer a concern, but you must know that the Emperor has feelings for her and feels guilty about the Huan Yi Xiang incident. She can die, but she must not be involved with you, lest the Emperor's wrath be hurled at her.

The Queen is cruel and ruthless, full of tricks. She will be the biggest rival of the two sisters. If you want to overthrow the Queen, you can start by investigating the death of Queen Chunyuan. But the sisters should not be anxious. You must hit the target in one go, but you need to be careful in determining the scale!

Please ask Sister Mei to accept Xiao Luzi. He is capable and loyal, and can follow the Sixth Prince.

Juqing asked Sister Mei to take her to Yonghe Palace for better care.

Su Ye came with me into the palace and helped me a lot. Sister Zhen is pregnant, so she can go and take care of her. When she reaches the age to leave the palace in the future, I hope that the two sisters will carefully find a good man and marry her off with great ceremony, so as to live up to the fate between her and me.

Since I met my sisters, my behavior has been quite strange. My sisters trusted me and never investigated. Rong'er is very grateful to me. It's like Zhuang Zhou dreaming of a butterfly. I don't know whether Zhuang Zhou dreamed of becoming a butterfly, or the butterfly dreamed of becoming Zhuang Zhou. I often dream of another world where there is no emperor, no oppression, no one can take a person's life with just one word, everyone is equal, monogamy is practiced, women can go out to work, and they can freely choose to be with or separate from men. Everything I know comes from that world, and now I am dead, how do I know that I didn't go to the world of my dreams?

If there is an afterlife, I only wish to meet my two sisters outside the palace. Then, we can drink wine in the wind and continue our relationship in this life.

Rong Er's last words

After writing this, An Lingrong was already out of breath. With trembling fingers, she folded the letter and handed it to Su Ye. "Su Ye, if anything happens to me, give this letter to Sister Mei. She will help me deal with the follow-up!"

Su Ye nodded heavily with tears in her eyes, "Don't worry, Miss, I will definitely give the letter to Concubine Hui." She took the letter and put it away carefully.

An Lingrong closed her eyes tiredly, her face was as pale as paper, as if her life had come to an end.