After crossing, I was miserable.

Chapter 150 Princess Yihe

The unexpected child caught Princess Yihe off guard.

Before the child comes, she can cruelly say that she will never have children for the rest of her life.

But when the child is really in her belly,

She felt a little bit reluctant.

She seemed to be able to really feel his real presence.

There is no woman who doesn't want to be a mother.

Especially in feudal dynasty society,

Children are one's most solid support.

She was the eldest princess of Chu and Consort Hui of Qin, so her children should have been brought up in pampering.

However, she also knew that a child born in violation of her promise would be destined to have a difficult life.

She must make a decision as soon as possible and have an attitude before the emperor knows.

Otherwise, the emperor would misunderstand her and her previous actions would be considered as deceiving him.

It will definitely have an impact on the State of Chu or on his younger brother in the future.

As for herself, she never thought about the consequences.

She only knows,

The hard-earned peace cannot be broken.

In the end, rationality prevails over emotion.

Because she knew her mission.

She was first the eldest princess of the State of Chu, and then she was Chu Yihe.

Since she has already enjoyed the splendor and wealth brought by the status of "Princess",

You must bear the responsibilities that come with this identity.

She has her own family to protect and her own people to protect.

Even if your power is weak and small.

But she will try her best.

To bring about a brief peace between the two countries, to protect their own people,

Keep your country away from war and live in peace.

Princess Yihe always reminds herself that she shoulders the great responsibility of maintaining peace.

In fact, she knew that even if it was an alliance marriage,

She is not necessarily needed as the emperor's biological sister.

But she didn't trust anyone.

His younger brother had just ascended the throne.

Even if he had loyal ministers to assist him, who could compare to his own sister?

This elder sister has loved her younger brother very much since childhood and would agree to any request.

So, she agreed to the marriage without hesitation and has been committed to promoting relations between the two countries.

When everything is going well,

Her second identity became the "Concubine Hui" of the Qin Emperor.

Yes, I am the emperor’s concubine.

But it is obvious that she is not a concubine who can do whatever she wants.

For example, if the emperor does not allow you to give birth to your own children, you have no choice.

So, when she drank the contraceptive soup sent by the imperial physician for the first time, she knew his choice.

And my final identity may be a mother.

Because I have lost myself, I cannot be willful when I know that I will not bring any security to my children.

Not only that, it will also increase the hardships he will go through in his growth.

Choosing to give birth to him is unfair to him.

Why let him go through such an obvious disaster?

Therefore, she would rather fulfill everyone's wishes than leave the child.

When the imperial physician told her the news,

She didn't think for long before making the decision to get rid of the child.

Just assume that she is not blessed enough to be the mother of this child.

I hope this child can be born into an ordinary family in the future.

I don't ask him to be rich, I just want him to grow up safely and healthily.

Have the simplest happiness in the world.

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The imperial physician was personally assigned to her by the emperor. After he learned of Concubine Hui's decision,

Without saying anything, he quietly left.

Because of any request from Concubine Hui,

He doesn't even need to refute, he just needs to report to the emperor.

This is only possible if the emperor agrees.

Just as Princess Yihe was thinking about the various possibilities of what happened, or whether there were other conspiracies,

She never considered that this was the result of the emperor's willful behavior.

The emperor himself had five sons and seven princes, and had many offspring.

But as the emperor grew older,

No new life was born in the harem for a long time.

The emperor found himself liking his Concubine Hui very much.

And they like each other more and more, to the point that they even think about how happy it would be if they could have a child.

When the imperial physician first told him that Concubine Hui needed to drink contraceptive soup,

He was so angry that he even ignored her.

He thought she disliked him and didn't want to have a child for him.

But he did agree.

Because he really didn't want to have a child with the blood of the Chu royal family.

But this decision did not affect his anger with her.

So I ignored her for half a month.

But she was very tactful and guessed why he was angry.

So she took the initiative to apologize, seek reconciliation, and explain why she did it.

Princess Yihe is able to express herself.

She said in a sentimental way that she had fallen in love with the emperor.

But she had spent too little time with the emperor, and was afraid that after she had a child,

The emperor will not come to her for the time being and will ignore her.

She couldn't express her own thoughts.

I am alone in this country.

I only have the Emperor as my husband, and no other relatives or friends.

Express your loneliness, helplessness, fear, weakness and other emotions very deeply.

Especially using the word "husband" to describe the emperor,

The emperor felt very relieved.

It pleased him greatly.

If it is placed in normal times,

Such a description is extremely disrespectful to the emperor.

But for this weak woman who needs protection, this "husband" is her heaven and her earth.

It's everything about her.

Therefore, the emperor's heart was soft as a rock.

All the concubines in the harem and even his own sons,

They all regarded him as the emperor who was high above them.

No one ever considered him as a family member, husband or father.

Each of them flattered, tested, feared, and respected him.

Only this simple and kind woman,

She will treat him as her husband, someone she can rely on wholeheartedly.

Therefore, Emperor Qin became more and more fond of Princess Yihe.

As smart as Yihe was, she knew that this reason would not impress the Qin emperor at all.

It was just a momentary impulse.

It was just as Princess Yihe expected.

Later, other countries followed the example of Chu and took the route of marriage, marrying their own "most beautiful princesses" to other countries.

Therefore, the Emperor of Qin married two more princesses successively and gradually neglected Princess Yihe.

At that time, many concubines in the palace were laughing at this "Hui Fei".

But it didn't take long before the princess of Zhao State attracted his attention.

There was another lively scene in the palace.

However, Princess Yihe did not show any signs of competing for favor or showing any jealousy.

She did not actively try to please the emperor or the queen.

To please anyone to secure your position,

But it is a peaceful time.

Stay safely in your own palace.

Because the four countries had already ceased fighting at this time,

Basically in a stable state,

All countries are busy increasing their own economic strength.

And she was not idle either.

On the surface, I was reading books every day to kill time.

In fact, what I read are all related knowledge about Qin's history, politics, agriculture, economy, academics, etc.

See if you can learn something useful.

In the future, I can help my younger brother or my country.

Of course, she will also share her knowledge with the right people.

And also contribute a little bit of my own strength to this country.

Princess Yihe has a very good attitude, which confirms a very inspiring saying:

“When you can’t adapt to the status quo, you find a way to change it.”