flstandardbreds Chapter 143 His can only be looked at, mine can be touched!
Chapter 143 His can only be looked at, mine can be touched!
"If you don't refuse, I'll take that as a yes." Sirius held the small body in his arms, the warmth emanating from it making him feel incredibly content.
Six months later, he finally touched that familiar person again.
After such a long separation, not even being able to meet in person, and only being able to ease the longing through phone calls, how could I not miss her?
Jiang Chengcheng felt the touch on her body as Sirius embraced her tighter and tighter, his strength seemingly trying to meld her into his very bones. She could feel the deep longing within that strength.
But this longing also gave rise to an inexplicable sense of guilt; she probably could never reciprocate Sirius's feelings of longing for her in the same way.
Her love and longing were always subtle and clear-cut.
She loved Sirius, but she loved herself more.
Despite the fact that Sirius was the busier one compared to Sirius, she never once thought of reaching out to him during their long separation, not even once.
It wasn't that she didn't miss him; it was just that her love for him wasn't as important as her work and life.
Jiang Chengcheng, like countless ordinary people, may forget to cherish things once they are obtained too easily.
But that's unfair to Sirius.
It is very painful when someone's love is not reciprocated in kind.
Jiang Chengcheng felt she should reflect on herself. Even if she couldn't reciprocate with equal affection, she should at least keep Sirius in her future life.
Feeling the overwhelming love emanating from Sirius, Jiang Chengcheng did not struggle this time, but instead hugged him tightly in the same way.
My heart cannot express the same love as yours, but my actions are willing to give you the same response.
At least let you know that I love you too…
In the silent mountains and forests, the two embraced each other for a long time, oblivious to the world around them.
After an unknown amount of time, Sirius slowly released Jiang Chengcheng and said.
"Let's go, it's about time. The frost here has melted, let's go back to the hotel," Sirius said, looking at the trees around them that had turned back into dry branches.
"Let's go." Jiang Chengcheng didn't refuse when she heard this.
She felt like a complete idiot! Why did she have to come out and have so many third wheels following her around?!
Isn't it better to stay in the hotel? It's not like you can't be alone with Sirius in a hotel.
……
Back at the hotel, Xiao Shan and his group once again disappeared into the shadows.
It was only a little past ten in the morning. Because of the previous mountain climb, Jiang Chengcheng was so tired that she took off her shoes and immediately took over Sirius's luxurious bed.
Sirius was busy processing some documents from country E, while Jiang Chengcheng happily put on her Bluetooth headphones and started scrolling through Vivo on her bed.
……
a long time.
Jiang Chengcheng was still enthusiastically scrolling through Douyin, drooling over the handsome guy with eight-pack abs in the video, when Sirius, who had finished processing the documents, walked up behind her.
"What are you looking at?" Sirius's deep, husky voice came from beside her ear, and Jiang Chengcheng quickly grabbed her phone.
"It's nothing!" Jiang Chengcheng said righteously, but her expression was full of guilt.
Oh my god! Someone please save her!
Q: Urgent! My boyfriend caught me looking at a handsome guy's eight-pack abs. What should I do?
"Really? Then what are you hiding? Let me see." Sirius revealed a dangerous smile, not believing Jiang Chengcheng's sophistry at all.
"Come on! It's really nothing." Jiang Chengcheng hid her phone behind her back, trying to block Sirius's outstretched hand, but with her short stature, how could she possibly rely on the burly and upright Sirius, not to mention that he was a former special agent.
"This is northern Myanmar, the place where I grew up. Welcome to my world, my precious little princess." As the background music finished playing, the video showed an ordinary working man who had transformed into a fit and handsome man with eight-pack abs.
Because he has been learning Chinese, Sirius is now able to understand simple conversations.
Looking at the scantily clad man in the video, his face darkened and his heart ached.
“You like this? I have abs too. The ones above are just for looking at, but mine are for touching!” Sirius said, pulling Jiang Chengcheng’s hand as if he was about to take action.
"Oh my! What are you doing! No, no! I just stumbled upon this by accident! Really!" Jiang Chengcheng looked at Sirius pulling her hand and trying to reach inside her clothes, her cheeks flushed with embarrassment, and she just wanted to pull her hand away immediately.
But it was too late. A hard, warm touch came from her palm. Jiang Chengcheng looked at the place her hand had touched, and then met Sirius's burning gaze. She just wanted to bury her head in the quilt!
Oh my god! Watching a video comes with this perk?!
Although she verbally refused, Jiang Chengcheng's heart was very honest!
So hard! I love touching it!
"You're not allowed to watch these kinds of videos anymore. If you like, you can watch mine." Sirius said, staring at Jiang Chengcheng with his emerald green eyes.
"I'm not watching anymore! I'm not watching anymore! I promise I won't watch anymore!" Jiang Chengcheng felt a mix of emotions as she felt the sensation in her hand.
Oh my god! I really want to pounce on him!
Having finally broken free from Sirius's grasp, Jiang Chengcheng's neck and above were already red as if scalded by boiling water.
"Chengcheng, don't believe these things online. There are no princesses in northern Myanmar, only human research and kidney wholesale and sales centers," Sirius sighed and rubbed Jiang Chengcheng's head to remind her.
“I know! I’m not stupid! By the way, when did your Chinese become so good? You even know about kidneys.” Jiang Chengcheng replied after hearing Sirius’s words.
“We always communicated in English before, and I was thinking that if I learned Chinese, it would be easier for us to chat in the future,” Sirius explained.
"Huh? Chinese is not easy to learn." Jiang Chengcheng felt even more uneasy after hearing Sirius's words.
She thought about how others had learned Chinese for her, but she had never thought of visiting them.
"It's alright, you'll remember it if you practice often," Sirius said with a smile when he saw Jiang Chengcheng's helplessness.
“…Sirius, why don’t you teach me English? Anyway, I still have a spot in the system space for courses, so we can still see each other occasionally.”
Jiang Chengcheng could have easily learned English through the system in no time, but seeing Sirius, as the head of state, who had many things to do, still willing to work hard to learn Chinese for her sake, she was moved.
Jiang Chengcheng felt that she should reciprocate with the same effort and return.
Of course! The most important thing is being able to see Sirius often!
"Okay." Perhaps sensing Jiang Chengcheng's ulterior motives, Sirius chuckled and agreed to her request.
After all, it would be great to be able to see each other often.