Chapter 333: What I think in my heart is far away
Chapter 333: What I think in my heart is far away
The current situation is actually quite good.
It is actually a good thing to let go of the so-called obsession in your heart and not be obsessed with this or that desire. It is just that the final result or the final direction is unknown. However, we must always believe that in many cases, there is so-called hope and the so-called distance.
The adults' meaning was so clear, as if the matter had been settled.
So there is no need to think too much about other things, there is no room for anything else, this is what Feng Han thought in his heart. But in the adult's heart, he knew what Feng Han meant, but in his current situation, how could he just leave and leave at any time, not to mention that he couldn't leave here.
He knew very well how disappointed she was.
The male guardian felt it necessary to meet the adult. He had been feeling upset recently and needed some guidance.
The master was sitting in the study, looking unhappy. Disappointment and sadness were written all over his face, and he could see it all. He walked over slowly.
"My Lord, I have something to tell you."
"Can't you see I'm very unhappy? Why don't we talk about it another day?"
"My Lord, I am here to make you happy."
"Can you make me happy? Then tell me."
"You became like this just for a woman. I guess she has a lot of charm that attracted you."
"You know what I mean, but she doesn't like me, doesn't love me, and won't marry me, right?"
"My Lord, you should know your fate. You cannot leave here. Leaving here means death. So you have no choice. You cannot leave."
"But, I..."
"No buts, I have already found a candidate for your fiancée, all you have to do is accept her. You have many women, why bother to be obsessed with a woman like this. I believe that many things will gradually drift away as time goes by, right?"
"Have you found a fiancée? I never told you about this, why are you worrying so much? No wonder there are rumors everywhere that I want to get married."
"My Lord, you are old enough to get married and have children. This cannot be changed."
"I know, but I want to choose my own fiancée."
"Sir, you should know that many times, we are not in control of ourselves." Seeing him say this, he didn't say anything else. Yes, what he said here was very important, and the person he chose was very important. Without parents, a lot of power was in his hands, and he had to listen to his advice.
Marrying a woman you don't like is really torment and painful, but you can only keep it in your heart.
"I don't want to get married for the time being. I don't want to talk about this matter yet."
"Sir, your father got married at the age of 23. There is no rush. You are still young. I just found someone for you. If you are interested, you can go and see her."
"I understand. It's good for you to know. I have my own ideas about my own affairs. I will tell you what I need you to do. Please go down. I want to be alone."
"Okay, my lord."
The protector just had to step back. Most of the time, he did not refute himself. I don’t know when he started to have his own opinions and ideas. It’s strange to think about it, can a woman change so many things?
When getting married, you have to look for a good candidate, and you have to marry her even if you don't want to. It is not up to him.
The guardian just couldn't believe what charm this woman had that could make her do this. He naturally knew his situation. If he left here, he would die, or even disappear into ashes. Would he choose this way for love? According to his years of observation, no, he had his own mission and tasks, and his own responsibilities. If he left here, he would be a waste!
The guardian thought about this and left with satisfaction.
Everything seemed to be under his control, and he didn't worry about anything happening. Go home and enjoy yourself, the beautiful boy at home is still waiting for you, and when he thought of this, a smile appeared on his evil mouth.
How can we live without changing ourselves?
After Feng Han went back, she was also in a mess. Indeed, many things were beyond her control. He had already made his position and ideas clear. She had no room to think about it anymore. She had to give up completely. It turned out that there were too many things he couldn't let go of, and he wouldn't do it for her.
What's the point of me loving such a person?
Isn't that self-deprecating?
Thinking of this, she felt very uncomfortable. Crow had to comfort her, otherwise she would be in so much pain. It was the same when I thought about it. Don't love someone deeply. It's okay when you love them to death, but when you don't love them anymore, it's more painful than being stabbed by a knife.
I don’t love you anymore. I don’t love you anymore.
When the crow saw how sad she was, he felt sad too.
Ye Chunhao continued to study. His days were now filled with studying. He didn't want to think about or care about other things. The black cat could solve the problem, and the witch could solve the problem. The days of studying were still boring, repeating day after day, very boring and tedious.
But he thought, there are always a lot of good things, right?
For example?
Can't think of anything, play together? Have fun together? Have fun together?
Participating in a sports meet? Getting good grades on a test? Or getting praise from a teacher?
It seems that neither is the case. In this depressing atmosphere, he himself feels very depressed, very upset and irritable, often uneasy, and thinking about many things. During these times, he can only adjust himself, otherwise he will feel that he has depression.
Maybe he is really not suitable for studying.
After half a semester, his grades were very good, but later on, they were very bad. He had no interest in the subject and was very upset. The teacher called his grandfather to ask about the specific situation and whether he wanted to take a break for a semester before returning to school. The teacher also liked him very much. After all, he had good grades and was a well-behaved and sensible person. It was just that he had been in a bad state recently and looked depressed.
Come back home?
What would grandpa think?
What will people around you think?
Thinking of this, he felt extremely conflicted again.
If he took a break at this time, grandpa would feel very uncomfortable and would be subjected to the sarcasm and ridicule from people around him. However, the teacher had already made the suggestion and he also felt that it was really difficult for him to adapt to this boring study life. If it went on for a long time, he would feel like he would collapse.
Perhaps, it would be wise for him to take a leave of absence from school.
Fortunately, the grandfather is very reasonable. Thinking about his grandson's condition, if he really suffers from depression and can't get over it, that would be troublesome. It would be better for him to go home and recuperate for a while. Over the years, his grandson has changed a lot and is excellent in all aspects. He is also very curious about him. It was not like this at the beginning, but no matter what, let's go home and talk about it first.
After completing all the formalities, I left school and returned home.
Grandpa was smoking in the yard while Ye Chunhao was lying in the room.
The black cat lay beside him and he stroked the black cat.
Grandpa walked in slowly and went to his room.
Sitting beside his bed, she said, "Haohao, why don't you want to study suddenly?"
"Grandpa, I don't know. My head hurts when I'm in class, and it hurts even more during exams. It wasn't like this before."
"Are you sick? Do you want to go to the hospital?"
"I'm not sick, but if I don't study, I'll feel much better."
"But....Hey, take care of your health first."
"Grandpa, I'm sorry, please let me be quiet for a while and then I'll go back to school, okay? I'm having a hard time focusing on my studies right now. I feel so depressed and I'm miserable."
"Grandpa knows. Grandpa hopes you are healthy. If you are not feeling well, of course you should rest. We can talk about studying later."
"Thank you, grandpa."
Grandpa walked out. He knew that he had done a bad job, but he really didn't want to stay in school. It was so boring that it was hard for him to learn.
The black cat curled up beside him, which made him feel safe.
Sometimes, I really don't like boring things, but I am very interested in what the witch teaches me. I like it. Only when I am learning strange skills can I concentrate to the extreme and think about many strange things all the time.
Perhaps, he only belongs to this world, this is destined.
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