flstandardbreds Chapter 157 Self-blame
Chapter 157 Self-blame
Jin Xi, who was thrown out of the light hole, fell heavily to the ground. Her eyes were empty and lifeless, as if she had lost her soul.
The last farewell smile between Prince Water and Jin Litong kept appearing in her mind, and an indescribable sadness welled up in her heart.
Then, she suddenly came back to her senses, as if she suddenly realized something, and quickly stretched out her hands to grab the disappeared light hole. However, the light hole had already closed, leaving only a void.
Jinxi's eyes became dim and a look of despair appeared on her face.
She couldn't accept this fact and felt so heavy that she almost suffocated.
Tears welled up in her eyes, but she tried hard not to let them fall.
Her body was trembling slightly, and she seemed to be about to collapse at any time. She felt an unprecedented sense of helplessness surge in her heart, and she fell into deep pain.
A strand of hair fell from her cheek, gently brushing her pale face. She looked like a broken porcelain doll, as if a breeze could blow her away.
At this moment, an uncertain voice came from the side: "Xiao Xier?!"
Jin Xi looked in the direction of the voice and saw Mandola standing not far away with a look of surprise on her face, joy flashing in her eyes.
Only then did Jin Xi realize that she had been teleported to Mandola's palace.
Before Jinxi could speak, Mandola blinked and appeared in front of Jinxi in an instant. She carefully helped Jinxi up, fearing that she would hurt her.
Mandola's movements were gentle and cautious, as if Jinxi was an invaluable treasure.
She held Jinxi's hand tightly. After Jinxi stood up, Mandola hugged Jinxi fiercely, with the joy of regaining what she had lost in her voice, "Xiao Xi'er! That's great, you're okay!"
After hugging for a while, Mandola quickly let go of her hand and looked Jinxi up and down, her eyes full of concern: "Xiao Xier, are you hurt? How is your body? Are you feeling uncomfortable? Those people didn't do anything to you, did they?"
Jinxi looked at Mandola who was caring about her, and a warm feeling surged in her heart, but more of it was deep self-blame and guilt.
Her eyes, which were originally somewhat hollow, gradually came back to life. There was a hint of red in the corners of her eyes, and her eye sockets were filled with tears. Her voice was choked with sobs, and her tone was full of self-blame: "Sister Man... I... It's all my fault... I harmed Shui Shui and A Jin..."
As she spoke, Jinxi's tears fell like a broken dam, and she could not suppress the pain and regret in her heart. She felt that she was the initiator of all the tragedies, and if it were not for her, Shuishui and Ajin would not be in danger.
"If it weren't for me, they wouldn't be left there... It's all my fault...!" Jin Xi's voice became more and more excited, and her emotions were almost out of control.
"I was so close to bringing them back! Just a little bit! Just one step! We could come back together!"
That crucial moment kept replaying in Jinxi's mind. She wished she could be faster and seize that last chance.
However, reality ruthlessly told her that it was too late.
She couldn't change the past and could only endure endless self-blame and regret.
"It's all my fault. If I had avoided them that day, they wouldn't have been implicated... It's all my fault..." Jin Xi cried inconsolably, her body trembling slightly.
Jinxi's vision became increasingly blurred, and her tears were like a flood that could not be stopped. Every word she spoke was filled with self-blame and guilt.
When Mandola heard these words, she felt as if her heart was about to break, and her heart began to ache.
She once again held Jinxi tightly in her arms, patted her back gently, and comforted her: "Xiaoxier, this is not your fault, don't blame yourself."
However, Jinxi just shook her head and said painfully: "No! It's my fault. I harmed them. If it weren't for me, they wouldn't be left there. It's all my fault!"
"If I had dodged in time that day and not been taken away, would everything have been different..."
Mandola stroked Jinxi's hair lovingly and said softly, "Xiao Xi'er, none of this is your fault. There's no need for you to blame yourself for it."
"They are the ones who are wrong, but the biggest mistake is mine... If I hadn't opened the Sky-Bound Seal, how could they appear? All the mistakes are caused by me, and I should be punished, not you... Xiao Xier, stop blaming yourself, stop punishing yourself..."
But Jinxi was completely immersed in her own guilt at this moment. She had completely closed her heart and could not listen to anything Mandola said.
Looking at Jinxi who seemed to have lost her life, Mandola felt distressed and finally cast a spell slowly behind Jinxi.
In an instant, Jinxi closed her eyes, leaned on Mandola's shoulder, and fell asleep.
Mandola quickly brought Jinxi into the bedroom inside the palace, gently placed Jinxi on the bed, and gently covered her with a quilt.
After doing all this, Mandola sat gently on the edge of the bed, looking at the two lines of blue tears on Jinxi's face and the crystal tears hanging on her eyelashes. Mandola only felt extremely heartbroken.
She raised her hand and gently stroked Shang Jinxi's face, her voice filled with tenderness and promise, "Xiao Xi'er, don't worry, Sister Man will always protect you... forever..."
"Now you just need to have a good sleep, and I will remove all obstacles..."
"I will redeem all the sins by myself..."
—————Boundary Line——————
A black hole slowly appeared on the back of the moon, and two pink figures were thrown out from it. The two people who were thrown out were Wang Mo and Luo Li.
The two people who were thrown out slid forward for a distance due to inertia, and their skin had varying degrees of abrasions. Wang Mo let out a "hiss!" in pain and took a breath.
At this time, Li Hui also appeared in front of the two. They were shocked and alert. Luo Li asked in a very unfriendly tone, "What do you want to do?!"
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Why did Xibao cry so sadly? Or why did Xibao blame herself?
It’s because Xibao regards everyone as his or her closest people, and Xibao is the type of person who rewards sincerity for sincerity.
Everyone in the fairyland loves Xibao very much, pampers her, obeys her, and lets Xibao play with the sacred beasts as she pleases.
As long as you are sincere, Xibao will regard you as the most important person and will protect you to the end no matter what.
So Xibao is not a saint! Make no mistake!
And the kids are about to start school, right?
Alas~ I am in Chongqing~ school starts late~ Alas~
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Which kids haven’t started school yet? Let’s count them.