Love DJ

Chapter 369 Showing Weakness

"Su Jingsi, don't do this again next time. You started crying before you even understood the purpose of my question..."

"Don't people always say 'Men don't shed tears easily'? I've been telling you that my mood swings have been too extreme since I got pregnant, but I didn't expect your mood swings to be even more extreme than mine."

Ouyang Mengmian spoke about Su Jingsi half jokingly and half seriously.

Su Jingsi reached out and wiped his still wet cheek, and suddenly felt a little embarrassed - his reaction just now was indeed a bit extreme. However, the reason why he was like that was entirely because he had once completely lost her.

The lesson learned from the past has made Su Jingsi no longer dare to take any chances.

The pain he felt from losing Ouyang Mengmian was deeply rooted in Su Jingsi's life and memory. Whenever a similar situation occurred, it would automatically trigger his weakness, which he could not control at all.

"Mengmian, can I discuss something with you?" Su Jingsi's nasal voice solemnly echoed in Ouyang Mengmian's ears.

Ouyang Mengmian was full of curiosity about what Su Jingsi suddenly wanted to discuss with him, and quickly replied to Su Jingsi: "Well, go ahead."

In fact, Su Jingsi had a lot to say to Ouyang Mengmian.

The reason why he couldn't help but call Ouyang Mengmian to confess his longing for her just a few hours after she returned home was because his love for Ouyang Mengmian was too much and too full.

From the moment Ouyang Mengmian disappeared from Su Jingsi's sight, he couldn't help but start missing her.

If he was busy, the feeling of missing Ouyang Mengmian might not be so strong.

However, when he returned to his empty temporary residence and recalled the deep love between him and Ouyang Mengmian over the past week, the loss and melancholy in his heart could no longer be suppressed, and it roared towards him like a surging tide.

That's why he said those words when chatting with Ouyang Mengmian.

At that time, Su Jingsi didn't think anything of it. It was not until Ouyang Mengmian asked him if he regretted falling in love with her that Su Jingsi suddenly realized that there was something wrong with what he said - he inadvertently exposed the helplessness and pain of reality and once again placed heavy pressure on Ouyang Mengmian!

Su Jingsi regretted this deeply, but in order to avoid what he was worried about from happening, he had to speak again - the difference was that this time, his words were full of caution.

"Mengmian, I beg you - from now on, can you please stop asking me if I regret loving you... and please stop telling me that you want to break up or that you can't be with me... I have a fragile heart and I really can't bear it..."

Su Jingsi knew Ouyang Mengmian's feelings for him. She even avoided saying the word "death". He took the initiative to show weakness in front of her and described himself as fragile and pitiful. She must feel sorry for him and would not easily mention words like breaking up to him again.

After finishing his words, Su Jingsi immediately held his breath and concentrated, not daring to even blink, waiting for Ouyang Mengmian's reply.

After a long time, he heard Ouyang Mengmian's gentle response on the other end of the phone.

Although Ouyang Mengmian's response was very slight, Su Jingsi did not miss it.

For him, it was enough.