After rebirth, Bai Yueguang fell in love with me at first sight

Chapter 149 Slowly Forgetting

Cheng Si didn't know if it was because he was under too much pressure. He just looked at the light and gradually closed his eyes. He heard the mechanical voice again in a trance, "Host, we meet again."

He was a little drowsy and tried to wake up from the dream but it was in vain. He could only face it, "Why...why is my mother sick? It's all my problem. You can let me bear it."

"The host wants you to calm down. As for this, you know that everything has a butterfly effect. I didn't do anything. Of course, I feel sorry for your mother's illness."

Cheng Si didn't know how it could say this in such a brisk tone. Cheng Si also knew that he had no ability to resist and could only compromise.

"I promise you to erase their memories, so they can be safe and sound."

"Host, you agreed. OK, I will apply for permission to erase your memory right now!"

Seeing how anxious it was, Cheng Si could only ask helplessly, "Will they still be affected in the future?"

"Oh, host, don't worry, nothing will happen to you. Your mother's illness can be cured."

"Okay, I understand," Cheng Si fell completely silent.

Timeline sensed his overly depressed mood, and after spending so much time together, he kindly comforted him, "Host, don't be so pessimistic.

In order to prevent your nerves from being damaged, we have adopted humane technology to gradually remove your memories from the day you were reborn. It will not have any impact on you."

After hearing this, Cheng Si just nodded dully.

The system voice left the last sentence, "Host's memory began to slowly peel away from you the moment you opened your eyes."

As soon as Cheng Si finished speaking, he heard the sound of a cart being pushed. He suddenly opened his eyes. Without giving him much time to sort out his emotions, his mind went blank for a moment, as if something had been lost.

He didn't have much time to react, so he stood up and followed Yu Yanqing, who was being pushed out on a bed, and trotted to the ward.

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Since Yu Yanqing suddenly became emotional this time, Cheng Yi forced her to stay in the hospital for treatment. She was not very willing to do so because the time and pain required for chemotherapy, as well as the possibility that it might not be cured, made her think about giving up treatment.

Cheng Yi knew that she was used to being strong, but he couldn't tell Cheng Si's grandmother for fear of worrying her. He could only tell Yu Yan about it, hoping that her own sister could help persuade her. Yu Yan was also shocked when she heard about it.

Everyone rushed to the hospital and saw Yu Yanqing crying and making a fuss.

"Sister, don't worry about it. This disease must be treated. You have to be forced to treat it. You don't think it's a big deal. If something unexpected happens, brother-in-law will find another one outside with the same conditions, and Cheng Cheng will be completely left without anyone to take care of her."

Yu Yanqing looked at her sister crying and smiled, "Okay, okay, I'll treat you. Don't cry. Am I not here to be good?"

"You can still laugh. Look how scared you made the others. Apart from anything else, Cheng Cheng has lost weight in the past two days."

Cheng Si, who had been quiet and silent for the past two days, paused. Fearing that she would make her mother angry here, she took the initiative to stand up and go out to get a pot of hot water.

Yu Yan noticed early on that the atmosphere was not right between them. She knew that her sister was tough on the outside but soft on the inside. After hearing what she had just said, she should try to ease the relationship with Cheng Si. "Cheng Cheng, you stay with your mother. I'll go get some water and pack some food."

After Yu Yan left, Yu Yanqing looked at Cheng Si who had been very silent for the past two days. She finally sighed and waved at him, "Cheng Cheng, come and sit down."

Cheng Si obediently walked over and sat in front of her. Yu Yanqing looked at Cheng Si, whose face was pale and bloodless, and didn't know what to say for a moment, leaving only an unspeakable silence.

Suddenly I wanted to smoke, but it was not appropriate in this environment. Finally, I just sighed and said, "You have your own ideas now. Mom... can't control you. I just hope you can live a good life in the future."

Cheng Si looked at Yu Yanqing seriously after hearing this and said, "I didn't stay in No. 1 Middle School because of him. I just know that my grades are stable now and I'm used to the way the teachers in my school teach now.

Changing the environment will have a great impact on me in all aspects. I know what I am doing now. He... will take the college entrance examination in a few months. I can't be affected during this period. I will separate from him later. Mom, if I leave, it will not solve the problem but avoid it. "

After hearing this, Yu Yanqing didn't react as much as she did the past two days. "If you want to stay in No. 1 Middle School, then stay. You haven't had a good rest these past two days. Mom doesn't have anything else to do, so go back and rest first."

Cheng Si knew his mother had given in, and he didn't know what to say, so he nodded, "Okay."

Cheng Si waited until Yu Yan came back before leaving the ward. He did not leave the inpatient department directly, but went down two floors to a ward and knocked on the door.

A lazy voice came from inside, "The door is not locked, just come in."

When Cheng Si entered the room, he saw a person wrapped in layers of gauze leaning against the head of the bed, looking at the big screen on the table, and the hand that was not receiving the injection was peeling an orange with difficulty.

Jin Li raised his eyebrows when he saw Cheng Si at the door. "My boyfriend, you are finally here. How is your mother doing?"

"The situation is fine at the moment," Cheng Si walked to Jin Li and found a seat to sit down, "Did the nurse go to get food?"

Jin Li nodded when he heard this, "Well, I've been eating light food every day these days, and my stomach is upset."

Cheng Si took the orange from his hand and peeled it for him, then peeled an apple for him, and after cutting the slices, he fed them to him one by one.

Jin Li also ate the slices one by one, and even had time to joke, "It's worth it if I get hurt and get your meticulous care."

Cheng Si seemed to have a stress reaction after hearing this, and stared at him fiercely, "If you get hurt again, I will ignore you."

It was obvious that Cheng Si was serious when he said this, and Jin Li also knew that he was upset because of his mother's matter. Thinking back to yesterday when the nurse pushed him downstairs to relax and he accidentally ran into Cheng Si and he looked panicked, he stopped saying such things.

"I didn't want to get hurt, so don't be so stern. I was thinking about healing quickly so I wouldn't be so embarrassed to see you, but now I'm injured and need someone to feed me."

"When will your injury heal?"

"After half a month of rest, we'll see how things go. If there's nothing wrong, you can be discharged from the hospital."

Jin Li was indeed beaten badly. His father hit him with a golf club, and one of the hits was so hard that it broke his left leg and fractured his bones. The wounds on other parts of his body were also quite deep and exposed. Fortunately, the weather is not hot now, so the wounds are not easy to get infected.

He originally wanted to go home, but his mother said it was more convenient to stay in the hospital so that he could get immediate treatment if anything went wrong.

Cheng Si looked at the white bandage he had wrapped around his neck and felt that Jin Li's father was too cruel. He felt distressed and guilty. "I'm sorry."

Jin Li frowned after hearing this, "Did you injure me? Why are you apologizing?"

Cheng Si didn't say anything. Jin Li felt sorry for him when he saw how haggard he looked. "Go sleep next to me for a while. I feel like a gust of wind can blow you away."

Hearing this, Cheng Si did not refute. Jin Li's ward was a single room, but there was a bed for accompanying patients next to it. Cheng Si was about to lie down on it. Jin Li frowned and said with some disgust, "Someone has slept in that bed. Come and sleep in my bed."

Cheng Si didn't know what he was thinking. After looking at the size of his bed, he was somewhat skeptical if it would not collapse if he lay on it.

"What are you thinking about? Come here quickly," Jin Li moved to the side to make some space.

Cheng Si lay down helplessly. Fortunately, they were both thin and it wasn't crowded to lie together. Cheng Si actually couldn't sleep. He had hardly slept in the past two days.

His memory was really fading away bit by bit. Whenever he fell asleep exhausted and opened his eyes again, something would be lost. Reading the diary felt like reading through a layer of gauze. The parts he couldn't remember were like reading someone else's story.

He also tried not to sleep for a whole day, but it was all in vain. The memory just disappeared at a certain point, and it was not a problem that could be solved by not sleeping. Cheng Si could only slowly forget it in pain and torment...