flstandardbreds Chapter 111 Will You Really Not Always Love Me?
Chapter 111 Will You Really Not Always Love Me?
Ji Ran saw his pain, but was not moved at all. Instead, he continued to smile and said:
“That’s right~
When you married another woman, my mother was bleeding heavily during childbirth."
This is a man who made a woman who had been pregnant for ten months face life and death alone on the operating table, and left his own child an orphan.
Instead, she is talking about responsibility and accountability to Qi Mu, who has silently protected her for twenty years?
Every word Ji Ran said was like a hot sharp blade stabbing into Qin Wenzhou's heart, over and over again, endlessly.
He endured the pain and spoke with difficulty: "You said your mother had a difficult labor and heavy bleeding... Then she..."
"Dead." Ji Ran said lightly.
Qin Wenzhou suddenly seemed to have lost all his strength, and took two or three steps back, but he kept refusing to believe it:
"Impossible...impossible..."
"So what if we are in the same world? Didn't you betray her in the end?" Ji Ran said bluntly and mercilessly.
"Ling Yue... I'm not... I'm not..."
Qin Wenzhou's chest was heaving violently and his eyes were red.
"Even though Qi Mu and I are not in the same world, his love for me is purer than any of you. Even if he can't love me forever, he has loved me more than any of you.
It is not your turn to question his love."
Ji Ran said every word and turned around without hesitation. However, her face turned ashen and she walked towards the only light in the darkness like a zombie.
Qin Wenzhou was left standing there with a pale face and red eyes that were lifeless. He was in destructive pain and couldn't let it go for a long time.
She stabbed Qin Wenzhou hard, but wasn't the knife just pulled out of her body?
Qi Mu looked at the girl's petite and calm figure, and his heart couldn't help but ache.
He knew she was on the verge of collapse.
He couldn't just stay there and wait for her to come closer, so he took two quick steps forward, stretched out his arms eagerly to greet her, and then picked her up sideways.
At that moment, Ji Ran's forced momentum disappeared, and she leaned weakly in the man's arms, letting him hold her and continue walking towards the darkness that belonged to them.
Soon, the two figures disappeared from Qin Wenzhou's sight.
The next second, he appeared in the living room of his home holding her. He carefully placed her on the sofa and turned around to turn on the light.
"Don't go!!"
Ji Ran suddenly panicked and hugged his waist tightly. His breathing became very rapid, as if he would disappear in the next second.
Qi Mu was startled, his heart suddenly seemed to be pulled. He relaxed his body, sat down next to the girl and hugged her tightly.
"Don't go."
After hearing his answer, the tense body of the person in his arms gradually relaxed.
"I looked handsome just now, right?"
The girl tried to force a smile, but it looked so bitter.
The man raised his hand distressedly and stroked the side of her face, "Yeah, very handsome."
She was so determined to protect him and his love for her that she even went so far as to hurt him by hurting herself...
How can he not be handsome?
On the contrary, he was hiding behind his girl for fear of exposing his identity and was unable to argue with the other party with confidence.
It's just as Qin Wenzhou said, he doesn't look like a man.
The cold touch made her involuntarily look up at his face, and her nose felt more and more sour.
Qi Mu looked at her pursed lips and trying hard to hold back her tears. In addition to feeling distressed, he couldn't help but raise the corners of his lips slightly.
The girl was a little dazzled by his sudden smile, but she liked to see him smile.
She wanted to just look at his charming smile selfishly, and she wanted this dazzling smile to belong to her alone forever.
"But..." Why did Qin Wenzhou say that?
As soon as the girl opened her mouth, she couldn't help but shed a tear of grievance.
Qin Wenzhou mentioned Qi Mu's "memory" and said that he couldn't guarantee that he would always love her...
If he regains his memories from his previous life, will he no longer love her?
why?
Could it be that he already had someone he loved? It was just because of death that he forgot about the other person...
Once he remembers his original lover... he won't love her anymore...
Seeing her tears, the man couldn't help but frown, his heart ached again, and he gently wiped away her tears.
"Huh? What's wrong?"
Ji Ran let go of his waist, sat up straight and faced him, but she didn't dare to ask her question. She bit her lower lip tightly and two more tears fell.
Qi Mu felt a pain in his heart when he saw her suddenly become very serious.
"Ran Ran, tell me what's wrong, okay?"
"Are you really..." Ji Ran squeezed out the question from his throat nervously.
"Won't you always love me?"
The man was stunned. He never expected that she cared about this sentence.
A huge feeling of guilt suddenly came over him, and his eyebrows were wrinkled, revealing a bit of pain from the bottom of his heart.
Did he actually make his girl feel so insecure?
No wonder she was always so cautious when facing him, completely different from her usual self.
She should be such a calm, strong, courageous and fearless girl...
But he pulled out all the thorns and took off all the armor for him.
And his previous deliberate alienation probably left a deep shadow on her.
He thought he was thinking about her, but the girl who made him bloom like a beautiful flower took the initiative to close her armor-like petals for him.
Covering her proud pistil.
He never thought that his timid love would make her so anxious and worried.
Seeing that he didn't answer, Ji Ran slowly lowered his head in disappointment, and the little bit of expectation in his eyes also faded.
"Yes...you were trapped in my life by fate, so for the past 20 years, you can only face me.
So…" Did he just love her, or did he have no choice but to love her?
But she didn't have the courage to say or ask the following words.
If it was really as Qin Wenzhou meant, then she would rather deceive herself before he recovered his memory and enjoy his complete love for the last while, rather than hearing the answers that made her despair.
The next second, cold fingers lifted her chin, forcing her to look him in the eye.
The bright moonlight refracted in from the window lattice, shining into the girl's dark eyes filled with crystal clear tears. The flickering tears kept stinging the man's nerves all over his body.
"Of course,"
The man's deep voice trembled slightly, but was more resolute than ever before.
"I only love you."
Even though he had lost his memories of his previous life, he was very sure that before his collision with her pure soul, his soul, even though it was filled with hostility and evil, was still clean and had never had any mark of heart-throb.
Big tears flowed wildly from the girl's eyes and fell, but they were all gently stroked by the man's cold fingers.
"From beginning to end, I only love you."