flstandardbreds Chapter 143: Ying Yong’s Memory (3)
Chapter 143: Ying Yong’s Memory (3)
The Tenth Prince was just like him. The Tenth Prince was his sincere brother, and would grab his clothes and call him brother. His love was very little, not enough to give alms, but his brother needed him and would hug him, so he gave a little love, because when no one loves him, he would only doubt the whole world, and he didn't like that.
But his brother died. His brother was very handsome, and inherited his mother's Hu bloodline, with red curly hair, and looked more beautiful than the princesses. Beauty can bring disaster, and the second prince had long disliked him, and even disliked his mother.
Ying Yong was too young at that time. He didn't think so much, but now it seems that a child who is cruel to his brothers, how much did the adults behind him teach him? Is the queen really as gentle as she looks? Later, when the princes died, he understood a little bit, and he was also afraid.
Maybe it was because he first felt warmth from the Hu people, so later he came to like the appearance of the Hu people, with their high nose bridge and curly hair. He hated the innocent face like his mother, but her temper that could easily explode.
However, his likes and dislikes were meaningless, as life never allowed him to make many choices. When he was sixteen, Jing Hanrou, who was originally arranged by the emperor to be close to the second prince, liked to stay with Ying Yong, and the second prince became furious.
He could not tolerate his things being closer to others, but he could not afford to offend the Jing family because they were doing the emperor a favor. He immediately lost his temper with Ying Yong and told the emperor about his deep scheming, but the emperor did not believe him.
After all, it was not Ying Yong who did anything wrong. The emperor protected the second prince but did not punish him. He had grown up and anyone with a discerning eye could see what he wanted. The emperor told him that as long as he supported the second prince to ascend the throne, he would give him what he wanted.
Ying Yong naturally could not refuse, but from that day on, Jing Hanrou was still unwilling to stay with the Second Prince, so the Second Prince broke with Ying Yong.
It would be a lie to say that he didn't hate her. He had been a dog for so many years, and he was submissive and humble, but in the end, a woman ruined his life. For a long time, Ying Yong thought that women would only do bad things. He fled back to Chongyun Sect, stayed indoors, and almost never went to class. As a result, he found out that Jing Hanrou was also a disciple of Chongyun Sect.
Jing Hanrou was not stupid after all. She found Ying Yong and said directly, "If you want to get what you want, I can help you, and the Jing family can also help you."
Ying Yong sneered. The Jing family was not a prominent family. They just relied on the relationship with the emperor. With such an indifferent emperor, if the relationship was gone, the Jing family would be nothing. He didn't bother to be polite to Jing Hanrou. His original nature was fully revealed. He pushed Jing Hanrou and told her to get out.
Until Jing Hanrou told a secret, a secret that only the prince could know. If it weren't for Jing Hanrou, Ying Yong would never know it in his life.
When Ying Yong saw Jing Hanrou smile, he knew that he would be someone else's vassal and be controlled by others for the rest of his life. If he were the emperor, he would kill those people by any means necessary.
Later, when everyone grew up, the Second Prince no longer quarreled with Ying Yong on purpose. Now he would nod his head when they met and order the imperial kitchen to prepare a few more good dishes. When Ying Yong returned to the royal family, he would greet the Second Prince as usual, and greet his father, the Emperor, and his mother. Now he had no shortage of good things and rare things, because the Second Prince and the Emperor would give them to him. They knew how to make him loyal to her. So Concubine Shang was still Concubine Shang.
He has to do better and work harder for glory. He just changed from a lying dog to a standing dog. There is no other difference.
Until he met Qin Shuxue. Qin Shuxue didn't use him because she didn't take him seriously at all. Qin Shuxue didn't hurt him because she was a gentle person. Qin Shuxue didn't order him around because they had no interests involved. Qin Shuxue didn't like him because he felt guilty when he got close to her.
As a human being, he would feel guilty. As a human being, he would feel who is truly kind to him. As a human being, he would have uncontrollable emotions. As a human being, he does not want to be a dog.
He did promise Qin Shuxue that he would ask the emperor for good fabrics to make a new dress for Qin Shuxue. He could only give this much. However, the emperor still doubted him and did a lot of investigation on Qin Shuxue.
Of course, the result was that nothing was found.
Ying Yong didn't know what it was like to be good to someone. He was just like Shang Jieyu, only giving the other person things they didn't need, because he had too little and couldn't even learn to love. He only had a lot of reverse scales that he didn't want to be touched, but he couldn't get angry.
The end result was that he naturally angered Qin Shuxue, but fortunately she was soft-hearted and did not break up with him.
He would be angry, unwilling, self-doubting, and extremely conceited. He was such an awkward person. He knew that he was not suitable for Qin Shuxue at all, but he had endured it for so many years and really hated to endure it any longer. He was not a person who could keep his composure and sharpen his sword for ten years.
There is no need to make excuses for it, because there is a high probability that he will continue to be the same as before and he probably won't change.
The thing that cultivators have the most is time. He doesn't care about Qin Shuxue's current thoughts. After everything is settled, they will still have a future.
If she didn't like Jing Hanrou, then kill her. Get rid of all the Jing family. He could depend on her and obey her if she could stay by his side. If she could really love him. He had read and believed the stories in the vernacular novels about talented men and beautiful women, harmonious music, flying together, and a lifetime of love.
Qin Shuxue was watching the game intently in the audience, but she didn't know that Ying Yong had so many random thoughts. When she heard Mu Shaoyuan come up and call Ying Yong a dog, Ying Yong was really stunned. She finally couldn't help but quarreled with Mu Shaoyuan: "Who are you? You are not even as good as a dog. I don't think anyone can beat you with your skills. Who told you to bark here?"
Mu Shaoyuan was not angry at all, pointing at Qin Shuxue and said with a smile: "Girlfriend? Sure, Ying Gou, you already have a girlfriend. But why is she breaking down her defense, because am I right?"
"You're right! You're really a person without manners. If you can't beat me, you can beat me. If you can't beat me, you can't beat me. Why are you cursing at me here? Are you using your mouth to vent your anger? Are all of you in Liuli Palace so tasteless?"
"You all in Chongyun Sect like to meddle in other people's business outside the competition arena?" Qin Shuxue's words had no killing power on Mu Shaoyuan. "Hey, let me tell you, whose girlfriend are you? I remember that man next to you was very protective of you? Forget it, it doesn't matter. Otherwise, you come to be my girlfriend, and I promise to let you know the taste of a man."