flstandardbreds Chapter 310 I wish I could find my sister sooner
Chapter 310 I wish I could find my sister sooner
Jiang Li smiled bitterly, she did not do these things, but it was all on her head.
Even she herself can't understand the original owner's thoughts. Such smart and sensible younger siblings are all over ten years old. If they stay with her, the siblings will be twisted into one rope and exert their strength in one place. The more the better.
However, because the original owner couldn't bear the pressure, and thought that the conditions of the family that could buy the child should be good, he disregarded their thoughts and coaxed them to sell them.
But I didn't expect to bring so much harm to my younger brother and sister in the end, making them displaced and bullied all their lives.
Fortunately, when she crossed over, her brother escaped back by chance, and with the help of the captain and the Public Security Bureau, she finally kept him.
Undoubtedly the younger brother was lucky, he escaped from the clutches of the devil, and he happened to pass through again, otherwise he would fall into the hands of traffickers like his younger sister, and he didn't know what he would go through.
Shen Chang'an thought about many possibilities, but he never thought that Jiang Yi and Jiang Yun were sold by Jiang Li himself.
He couldn't accept it for a while, and didn't react for a long time.
Seeing that he didn't speak, Jiang Li gently broke free from his hands.
If Shen Chang'an was going to give up on her because of this matter, then that's the way it is between them.
What the original owner has done is also what she has done.
Unless she can explain how she got through, Shen Chang'an has to believe it, otherwise there is no way to explain everything.
With the power and connections in Shen Changan's hands, it is very easy to find out these things.
Since you will wear shifts sooner or later, why not take the initiative to tell him.
It's better than when she completely falls into this relationship in the future, and Shen Changan gets something about her from other people's mouths, and then he will feel pimples in his heart.
There were only a few shameful things she did, and it would be easy to tell them all.
Generally speaking, before the original owner met Shen Chang'an, he had done his duty and never done anything out of the ordinary.
Later, he was looked down upon by the villagers because he was unmarried and conceived first. As for the cause of his father's death, it had nothing to do with the original owner, so no explanation is needed.
"I'm just such a person. I take it for granted, and what I do is ignorant. If you can't accept it, then pretend that you have never known me, and it will be like this between us."
Jiang Li pushed Shen Changan away, she exerted some strength in her hands, but Shen Changan didn't react, and was instantly pushed back a few steps by her.
Shen Changan still didn't say a word, Jiang Li dragged him to the door, at this moment Jiang Li was also ashamed.
It was her extravagant expectations. With such a bad life, why should she expect extravagant love?
Seeing that he was about to be pushed out, Shen Changan grabbed the door frame with quick eyes and hands.
"Xiao Li, don't get excited, we'll talk after we close the door if we have anything to say."
Jiang Yi was doing his homework seriously in the main room, when he suddenly saw his sister pushing Teacher Shen out of the room.
He stopped writing and opened his eyes wide to see what happened between his sister and Mr. Shen.
As far as he knew, Mr. Shen had been pushed out several times by his sister.
However, he pretended not to see the previous few times. This time, Teacher Shen was not pushed out but grabbed the door frame, which attracted his attention.
Jiang Yi stared wide-eyed, wanting to see what happened today.
Unexpectedly, Teacher Shen made a sudden force, not only was she not pushed out, but she pulled her sister into the room instead.
He heard the door of the room close with a slam, and the thin wooden door instantly blocked his sight.
Shen Changan pressed his back against the wooden door, and Jiang Li stood in front of him.
The two looked at each other in the dark room, Shen Changan stretched out his hands to clasp her shoulders, Jiang Li pushed him away forcefully.
"If you have anything to say, just say it directly, don't always use hands and feet."
"Xiao Li, I'm not blaming you for not speaking, but thinking about how to speak."
Seeing Jiang Li angry, Shen Chang'an was a little nervous, he opened his arms and hugged her tightly.
"I said, if you feel embarrassed, you don't have to force yourself if you can't accept what I've done."
Jiang Li himself couldn't accept what the original owner did before, so why should he expect Shen Chang'an to accept it?
She had finally loosened her heart a little, and at this moment it began to freeze again.
With so many stains on a person, no matter how cleansed they are, it is unacceptable.
Jiang Li didn't want to force Shen Changan, let alone embarrass him.
"No, Xiao Li, I can understand you!"
Jiang Li struggled desperately to break free, Shen Changan used some strength to hold her tighter.
Jiang Li gradually stopped struggling, she lowered her head and felt a little depressed.
"Little Li, everyone does something wrong. You were pregnant before, your mind was not so clear, and life is really difficult, so you have such thoughts."
"Blame me, blame me for not finding you earlier, blame me for not knowing the truth earlier, with my help, you would definitely not have done such a thing."
Shen Changan stretched out his hand and gently rubbed Jiang Li's back. His broad and warm hand brought Jiang Li a lot of courage, and also made her violent temper suddenly become docile.
Jiang Li turned his head slowly, and Shen Changan also let go, allowing her to face him face to face.
Jiang Li raised his head and stared at Shen Changan's eyes, trying to see the reluctance and embarrassment in his dark eyes.
But no, Shen Changan looked at her with gentle eyes and a firm attitude, without the slightest dodge.
Jiang Li's flustered heart suddenly calmed down, she just raised her head slightly and quietly looked at the tall and handsome man in front of her.
"I don't blame you. It was because I was incapable and couldn't afford to support my younger siblings before, so I did stupid things. Besides, we didn't have much contact with each other before, so I couldn't possibly bother you."
"When I was pregnant, I was always thinking wildly, and sometimes I couldn't control my behavior. Maybe I was sick at that time, so I did such irreparable bad things."
Combined with the original owner's situation at the time, Jiang Li seriously suspected that she had depression during pregnancy, which is why she did such a stupid thing.
After all, she is a little girl who is pregnant, and she has no one to rely on, but she still has to raise a pair of underage siblings. Naturally, she has a lot of psychological pressure, and it is normal to do stupid things.
Jiang Li has studied depression during pregnancy before. The main manifestation is that pregnant women are always in a bad mood, have no interest in doing things, and are listless all day long.
I feel pessimistic about the future, feel hopeless, sometimes emotionally unstable, prone to lose my temper or blame myself, and feel that I have no ability to give my younger siblings a better life.
Jiang Li lowered her eyelids slowly, her mood was still very low.
At the same time, I thought in my heart that it would be great if I could find my sister sooner.
She must be good to her sister, better than her brother.
She wants to use actions to heal the wound in her sister's heart, let her feel the warmth, and never be afraid again.