Now that you have betrayed the sect, who will still pamper you?.

Chapter 891 Not even a trace?

Liu Hanyue wiped the red corners of her eyes, squatted down with a pout, and picked up the cucumbers one by one with a wronged look, as if she was piecing together her broken heart. Every time she picked up a cucumber, the cold temperature on it would make her fingertips tremble uncontrollably.

It was as if she was holding not a cucumber, but some kind of cold and sharp stone.

stone?

Her eyes went dark, her whole body suddenly stiffened, her chest suddenly felt tight, and her breathing suddenly became rapid.

She suddenly felt that the scene before her was so familiar.

Isn't this exactly the same as the time when Xiaohan came to find her with the formation disk...

It was like a bolt from the blue that struck her sea of ​​consciousness, causing a deafening roar in her head.

Liu Hanyue lost all his strength in an instant, his body went limp, and he collapsed to the ground.

She hung her head with a dazed look, staring at the cucumber on the ground, breathing heavily, her chest heaving violently as if it was about to explode.

That day, after she broke the low-level formation plate, Xiaohan did this, slowly picking up all the broken pieces of the formation plate one by one.

She still remembered Xiaohan's expression at that time, that dullness, that pain, that disbelief and despair, exactly the same as hers now!

"So, this is how Xiaohan felt at the time, and this is the pain he experienced..."

Liu Hanyue hung her head weakly, but her right hand pressed her chest very hard, as if only this could ease the pain in her heart.

"Second Junior Sister! What's wrong with you?!"

Mo Qiu Shuang and the other man hurried forward to help her up, but she struggled hard to let go.

"It's revenge..."

"what?"

Her voice was too soft and Mo Qiu Shuang couldn't hear it clearly.

"It's revenge, Senior Sister. This is Xiaohan's revenge, hahahaha, hahahaha——"

Liu Hanyue lowered her head and laughed in a low voice, the sound becoming louder and louder, but her laughter was heart-wrenching and she almost suffocated with laughter.

pat.

The cold tears fell on the cucumber and shattered into pieces, but she seemed unaware of it and laughed out loud with her shoulders shaking.

But as she laughed, her voice became lower and almost inaudible, she became mournful and heartbroken.

In the end, all that was left were sobbing sounds and trembling shoulders covering their faces.

It turns out that Xiaohan has always remembered those things...

He always remembered how they treated him, how they bullied him, and how they abused him!

Liu Hanyue's face was pale, and she pressed her chest with her right hand, as if she was holding her heart tightly. She pressed so hard that she wished she could burst her heart.

She should have forgotten these things and never thought about them again.

But now, those memories kept rushing out of her mind, like pieces of bright red hot iron, imprinted on her heart, making her unable to forget them, and making her feel heartbroken almost to death.

Her heart ached so much, and there was a deep and unresolvable sadness lingering in her heart, which made her feel even more bitter.

The sour, bitter, sad and painful feeling spread throughout her body in an instant, reddening her eyes and turning into tears of regret, forming a crystal clear line of water that fell continuously with a plop.

I don’t know how long it took, until a delicate lotus leaf in the lake of my heart was tottering in the waves, until the cucumber fell to the ground again and the dust on its surface was washed away by tears, Liu Hanyue’s chest tightness was finally relieved a little, and the sourness and sadness in her heart was finally bearable.

She hugged her chest tightly and bent down, opening her mouth wide but no sound came out.

This excruciating pain made her wish she could die, but besides that, she also felt a hint of comfort in the extreme pain.

That’s right, it’s comfortable!

It was a feeling that was hard to describe, like a hope that allowed her to finally find a reason to continue living.

"Third Junior Sister."

Mo Qiu Shuang squatted down in front of Liu Hanyue, raised her hand and gently wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

"Don't be sad. Since this method doesn't work, let's find other ways. As long as Xiaohan is still with us, as long as we can still see him, we will always find a way to make him forgive us."

Xia Qianqian also squatted beside him and advised, "Yes, Second Senior Sister, Xiaohan is not a bad person by nature. As long as we persevere and treat each other sincerely, one day he will understand our true feelings. At that time, he will naturally reconcile with us."

"No, that's not right."

Liu Hanyue released her right hand that was pressing against her chest, and shook her head vigorously with red eyes.

She looked at the crimson in her palm and said firmly, "I've found a way."

The two were startled and looked at her in surprise: "What's the solution?"

There is a solution after crying. Could it be similar to Lu Jingxue?

Liu Hanyue did not answer immediately, but closed her eyes and carefully recalled the pain she had just felt, as well as the sudden feeling of comfort that she would never forget.

The feeling is a little ethereal, but not out of reach. It seems that I can grasp it just by reaching out my hand.

She slowly raised her hand and reached into the void. After a long time, she suddenly opened her eyes.

But then a blue light flashed by, and the sadness in her eyes turned into joy, and the fluctuating aura on her body quickly stabilized.

"It's revenge!"

She looked up at the floating island intently, her eyes filled with surprise.

"I knew that Xiaohan still remembered our old friendship. He hasn't really abandoned us!"

"If he really had a deep and irreconcilable hatred for us, then he should have severely injured us and completely destroyed us at the first opportunity.

But he didn't, he didn't do that. He just kept taking revenge on us, making us experience the pain he had suffered, making us collapse in repeated painful struggles, until... we had to bear all the guilt we felt towards him!"

Liu Hanyue clenched the cucumber with five fingers, her eyes trembling with excitement.

She finally knew what that feeling of comfort was.

That is the relief left after revenge and guilt is replaced by pain!

"As long as we can be avenged by him, as long as we continue to experience his pain, one day we will be able to pay off our sins, receive his forgiveness, and achieve true liberation!"

After she finished speaking, Liu Hanyue felt both pain and joy in her heart. She had finally found a way to truly be free. But why did the sorrow in her heart not only not subside, but instead became even more bitter?

Was the suffering Xiaohan endured so painful?

But he had to experience this kind of pain almost every day, over and over again. In the past thirteen years, he had no idea how many times he had experienced it!

And this is just the pain in my heart.

But the pain in the heart is only part of it. Xiaohan also suffers pain in his heart as well as in his body!

Their repeated abuse had already tormented him beyond recognition. If she had to endure such pain, her consciousness would have collapsed and she would have turned into a completely crazy monster.

But Xiaohan endured it all, he endured it all without saying a word.

It turns out that Xiaohan had lived such a painful life before...

In his memory, was there no warmth at all during his previous thirteen years in Lingtian Sect?

Not even a trace?