Meng Yan's Transformation

Chapter 175 Depressed Eyes

Zhan Mengyan was always scared when she saw her math teacher Zhang Deren, let alone asking him to answer questions she didn't understand. Zhang Deren, the head teacher, still had to do some hard work in the class, and tried his best to let Zhan Mengyan go home to get tools. He did it within his ability, making it difficult for Zhan Mengyan.

Zhan Mengyan thought about changing classes several times, but she felt that she could no longer ask her family for help. Changing seats was so difficult, let alone changing classes.

One day during lunch break, An Pingping said to Zhan Mengyan, "Mengyan, I think you should talk to your family and change your class. I always feel like Zhang Deren is biased against you. Why does he always make things difficult for you?"

"Do you think it's so easy to change classes? Besides, there are only two math teachers in the entire third grade department. The math teacher of the class I go to in the third grade department might still be Zhang Deren. He knows that I changed classes to avoid him, so he will make things even more difficult for me. I don't want my family to worry about me anymore. You have to handle your own affairs by yourself. Be patient. In another half a year or a year, we will take the high school entrance examination. If we are admitted to high school, we will get rid of Zhang Deren." Zhan Mengyan said heavily.

An Pingping looked at Zhan Mengyan's calm and hopeless expression, and said in confusion: "Wait until when will you wait for the high school entrance examination? I can't stand it for even a day. Last time when I joined the league, I filled in that you were my introducer, but Zhang Deren said that you were not a member and could not be my introducer, so he helped me get someone else to be my introducer. Didn't you join the league in the first grade of junior high school? How come you are not a member? Go find Zhang Deren and ask what happened. If your league membership is gone, you have to get it back, or you can join the Chinese Communist Youth League again. When you go to high school, you have to take your league membership with you."

An Pingping's words did not stir Zhan Mengyan's heart at all. She still had an indifferent expression and said, "I can only bear it now. Every time I come into contact with Zhang Deren, he becomes more prejudiced against me. It seems that his prejudice against me is deep-rooted and cannot be changed. The only thing I can do now is to have as little contact with Zhang Deren as possible. It would be best if he forgets my existence. As for whether he is a member of the group or not, I don't care. Let's start over from high school."

Zhan Mengyan had too many unspeakable worries, so she could only choose to remain silent. The depression in her heart was like a thick fog, deeply depressed but helpless. Depression was like a heavy iron chain that bound her tightly and made her unable to break free.

An Pingping looked at Zhan Mengyan's depressed eyes and said, "Mengyan, I found that you have changed. You have become less talkative and dull like an old man. From time to time, your eyes reveal a depressed look, which makes people feel distressed. If you have anything that makes you unhappy, can't you talk to me? I can help you to relieve your worries."

Zhan Mengyan turned her head and looked at An Pingping's eyes full of love. She was deeply moved. She gently took An Pingping's hand and said, "Pingping, thank you. I am grateful for your support along the way and for your selfless help! I just want to concentrate on preparing for the high school entrance examination and don't want to be distracted. I feel like I don't have enough energy, so you can see that I am listless, as if I have depression."

An Pingping felt a little embarrassed by what Zhan Mengyan said. She laughed and said, "Mengyan, I feel embarrassed by your thankfulness and gratitude. I know that you have been embarrassed by Zhang Deren again and again, and you feel that you can't raise your head in front of your classmates. You used to be the monitor and the soul of the class, but now you have been suppressed by Zhang Deren and become a nobody. Anyone would be depressed by this gap. You are strong enough. I would be driven crazy. I really admire your endurance. If you don't tell me, I can understand the depression in your heart. I will listen to you and endure it. Let's talk about it after our high school entrance examination. But I still hope that the depressed look in your eyes will disappear completely. Be happy every day."