flstandardbreds Chapter 162 Jealousy
Chapter 162 Jealousy
"You two are so busy today, why did you come out? What will happen to so many people?" I glanced at Mo Chen.
He has been holding my hand since he got in the car, looking out the window in silence, with no intention of responding to me.
I glanced at Li Xin in the rearview mirror. He looked at me seriously and worriedly, and then he looked at Mo Chen.
"Xu Jiawei asked for leave from me and said he wanted to come see you. He said you were in a bad mood, so I asked Mo Chen..." Li Xin said calmly while driving.
Your Majesty really knows how to choose the right time to come to me!
"What can happen to me? Do you need to ask the two of you to come out and look for me? Don't worry about the company's affairs. Can't you just send me a message?"
"Check your phone." Li Xin glanced at me.
I took out my cell phone and took a look. Oh, there were a lot of missed calls and messages.
"You are the kind of person who forgets to take care of everything else once you're serious about doing something. When you're distracted, you can't even hear people talking to you, let alone the phone." Li Xin smiled.
It is true that after I finished talking to my empress, my attention was no longer on the phone.
I smiled awkwardly.
"I take back what I said yesterday. From now on, you should be my assistant in the company and don't leave my sight. As for other things you want to do, don't think about it for now." Mo Chen turned his head and looked at me with a calm tone.
"Also, why are you suddenly in a bad mood today? You were fine from last night until I left this morning."
"I tried to draw something this morning, but I couldn't draw anything...so..."
"If painting is something that makes you uncomfortable, then don't paint. I don't want anything to affect you."
I looked at Mo Chen with some surprise. His face looked calm and even a little indifferent.
"But this is the only thing I'm good at... I can't be your assistant for the rest of my life."
"Why not?" Mo Chen stared at me. "I said, it doesn't matter if you are not good at it, as long as you can let me see you..."
“As long as you can see it!?” I smiled.
Mo Chen stopped and stared at me.
I put away my smile and looked at Mo Chen.
"Then what's the difference between me and your watch, your car, or your expensive things! Do you really think I'm willing to be a vase beside you!?"
"Why do you think so?" Mo Chen frowned and looked at me. "Did I do something or someone said something to make you think this way!"
I was startled and avoided Mo Chen's gaze.
"No...you didn't do anything, and no one told me anything. I just...felt...that I should be a better person for you..."
"What kind of person do you think is more suitable for me? Have you ever seen one?"
The photos Qin Yuejun gave me flashed through my mind.
"Why would I need to meet someone... No matter from the family background, education, or experience, they are not a good match, right..."
I bit my lip.
"I don't want people to mention me as if they were talking about something of yours. To you, those things only have a price but no value... And one day, you will get tired of them..."
"Disgusted?!"
Mo Chen's voice was full of doubt and anger.
I lowered my head and didn't dare to meet his eyes.
"Tell me, who analyzed this for you? You wouldn't even think of this yourself!"
Mo Chen suddenly grabbed my shoulders with both hands and forced me to look at him.
I looked up at Mo Chen, only to find that his eyes were like those of a blood-sucking beast.
"Why are there so many bastards who can influence you even though you're under my nose every day? Who are they? Tell me!"
Looking at Mo Chen's eyes and listening to his extremely cold tone, I felt cold all over in an instant.
"Mo Chen, you scared her."
Li Xin's car stopped on the side of the road. He got out of the car, walked to Mo Chen, opened the door, and patted Mo Chen.
"Come out and have a cigarette."
"Do you think my feelings for you are just this level? It's like liking an object. What about you? Are you the same to me? Will you dislike me?" Mo Chen frowned and looked at me in confusion, with anger still in his eyes.
"Come down! Calm down first!" Li Xin said in a serious voice, pulling Mo Chen again.
Mo Chen closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, his eyes softened and bloodless. Then he let go of her hand, got out of the car and gently closed the door.
I looked outside the car and saw two people standing there smoking and seemingly chatting about something.
The look in Mo Chen's eyes before he got off the car kept appearing in my mind, and it made me feel so hurt.
After a while, Li Xin returned to the driver's seat.
I came back to my senses and looked at Li Xin.
"I only have one question for you. Tell me honestly whether someone has approached you. Just answer yes or no. I don't need to know who that person is."
I looked at Li Xin with a gentle smile and nodded.
Li Xin smiled.
"Rongyue, your life and the people you come into contact with used to be very simple, but from the moment you decide to be with Mo Chen, you must remember that you must be very careful with anyone who approaches you, because they will be much more complicated and difficult to deal with than the people you have met before."
"These people may have various purposes and use various schemes and methods. If they have any evil intentions, then they have only one goal, which is to defeat you."
"Whether they are targeting you or Mo Chen, as long as one of you is defeated, it will affect the other one."
I looked at Mo Chen outside the window. He was still standing there, smoking with his back to the car. His broad back was slightly rising and falling. Was he still angry?
"So you have to make yourself strong and don't let anyone's words or any seemingly reasonable evidence disturb you. As long as the two of you are united, no one can do anything to you."
"On this point, I believe no one can shake Mo Chen. First, he is strong enough and no one dares to try to anger him. Second, his obsession with you has reached the point where he may lose his mind."
"But you, your world is too innocent, and you have never been exposed to those dirty conspiracies. If you also have to be with Mo Chen, you must quickly adapt yourself to the situation where there are always dangers around you. Although Mo Chen has done his best to protect you, didn't you still let someone take advantage of you?"
"Also, if you don't believe in yourself, then just believe in Grandpa and Mo Chen. They won't make the mistake of choosing you. The fact that they chose you is enough to show how good you are."
I looked at Li Xin. His eyes were full of tenderness and his tone was gentle as if he was comforting me.
"Or you can believe me. If it weren't for Mo Chen, I would never give up on you. I would get you at any cost. As for you, I am only willing to lose to Mo Chen."
Li Xin smiled helplessly after he finished speaking.
"As for the painting, although we all want to see you start painting again, you can't be impatient. Think about your original mood and state when you were painting, and then think about your mood today. You are in such a bad mood and your purpose is so utilitarian. It would be strange if you can paint! Give yourself more time."
Li Xin looked at me.
I nodded, he was right.
"The last thing I want to say is about Hao Weiran."
I looked up at Li Xin.
Li Xin's expression became serious and earnest.
Li Xin took out a photo that he had just taken from the table. It was a photo of me and Hao Weiran playing on a tree. He told Hao Weiran that it was pretty nice and he wanted to take it away, so Hao Weiran gave it to him.
"This should be when he was 8 or 9 years old, but the education we received when we were 8 or 9 years old was different from yours."
"I don't mean that you are not good enough, but because our family needs us to mature earlier."
"So, he must have intentionally approached you back then. Even though he was young at the time, he already had enough methods to get close to someone. Besides, you were still an innocent child at the time."
"I don't know what his purpose is, but I know the way a man looks at a woman. His feelings towards you are definitely not just a childhood playmate or friend."
"Mo Chen must have clearly felt this."
Li Xin smiled. "He was in a bad mood, probably because he saw his wife had so many innocent and beautiful interactions with other men, but he didn't. But this feeling can't be compensated...."
Li Xin lowered his eyes and was silent for a moment.
Then he looked up at me and said, "I feel powerless and jealous."
Jealousy, my heart felt like it was hit hard.
Yes! I am jealous. I am also jealous of Xia Xiluo, right?
How I wish it was me who grew up with Mo Chen instead of Xia Xiluo.
I want to possess all of Mo Chen's experiences. I hope that every smile of his is because of me, and every look of his is on me. Even if it is fake, I want to monopolize them all.
I was really... confused. I was so easily provoked to this point.
I looked at Mo Chen outside the window. Li Xin was right. If I was affected, it meant that Mo Chen was affected. That was why he dropped everything and came to me today and was so angry.
I raised my hand to open the car door, paused, and looked at Li Xin. I really need to thank him. He was helping me at every critical moment.
"Go ahead." Li Xin still looked at me with a smile.
I got out of the car, closed the door, and ran towards Mo Chen.