Chapter 456: I Don’t Want to Be Born——He Yan 2
Chapter 456: I Don’t Want to Be Born——He Yan 2
"What do you mean? Was it a mistake that I gave birth to you?" He Xiuxiu didn't expect that her taciturn daughter's words would hurt her so much.
"Isn't that right? Did I beg you to give birth to me? After giving birth to me, what did you give me? Not enough to eat, not enough to wear, and every day people pointed at my nose and called me a bastard?"
Yes! Why, why did she give birth to the original owner in such an environment?
What does she have? She gave birth to the original owner, and let her face the storm.
"Wow, my daughter also dislikes me. What kind of life am I living?" Hearing Xihe's words, He Xiuxiu felt that she was blaming herself, and then she sat on the stool and started crying.
"I have such a miserable life. I lost my parents at such a young age. Is it wrong for me to want to have a companion?"
"Can you afford to support it?" Xihe asked.
"Am I starving you to death or freezing you to death?" Hearing Xihe's question, He Xiuxiu became even angrier.
"I'm not hungry, don't you know that clearly? Look at me, I'm already this big, but I look like a bean sprout."
"You don't really think you've given me everything good, do you? Or do you think that what you think is good is good for me?"
"After all, you still despise me for not having any ability. If I had capable parents, wouldn't you look down on me?"
"Don't be so picky about whether he's okay or not. Where did I say I looked down on you? Aren't you the one crying and making a fuss? What did I say about you?"
"I'm your mother, can't I say a few words to you?"
"No, why are you crying to me when you're angry? How did I offend you that I should be brought into this world to suffer all the pain you've brought me to?"
"Okay, okay, after all you've said, you still feel that I haven't given you a good life. I'm a coward."
As He Xiuxiu spoke, she stood up and slapped the square table in the middle of the room, making a "pa pa" sound while crying in grievance.
Xihe was really speechless. He didn't know how the original owner had survived here for so many years.
This woman's explanation was unreasonable. She acted like a nagging woman, feeling that her daughter didn't understand her.
But what about her? Is this what that little child should have to endure?
She felt wronged, and her child felt even more wronged, but she had no one to rely on.
When she was a child, she was scolded by others. When she grew up, those claws would molest her secretly.
The original owner didn't know what those people were going to do and came back to tell them. After hearing this, He Xiuxiu did nothing. She just hugged her child and cried bitterly.
She didn't dare to go and couldn't go, because the fact that she gave birth to a child out of wedlock would be a big handle.
Also, there is no man in the family, and she herself does not have much ability or theory, so she cannot fight against others.
If I find those people, how will my daughter talk about her in-laws in the future? How will others look at her and her?
He Xiuxiu only realized that she would have to face so much after giving birth to her child, but it was too late.
"Wow, I don't want to live anymore. I'd better die." Seeing Xihe looking at her expressionlessly, He Xiuxiu felt that she couldn't live well anymore and started crying and screaming again.
In fact, this was not the first time she had done this. Every time, she would only stop after the original owner cried and promised and comforted her. However, this trick of hers did not work at all in front of Xihe.
What Xihe wanted most at this moment was to give her two punches and make her cry more sadly.
Seeing that her daughter did not come forward to comfort her as usual, He Xiuxiu burst into tears and snot.
When the neighbors heard her crying, they couldn't help but roll their eyes. They thought that there was really something wrong with this woman. She felt wronged, but why did she always cry to a child?
How could her child feel good about this over a long period of time? She didn't even think about it, and she didn't know how to be a mother.
Many people advised her to think carefully, but she was so stubborn that she insisted on having the child, acting as if she was great.
If the villagers had no bad intentions, she would have been arrested long ago.
She should have taken good care of the child after giving birth, but she couldn't keep it alive. The child was so hungry that he could be blown away by a gust of wind. She felt very aggrieved.
In their opinion, the child was more wronged than she was. She probably didn't know that she was always beaten and scolded by other children!
She may also know, but she has no one to talk to and can only take it out on her children.
"Wow, wow, wow..." Seeing Xihe ignoring her, He Xiuxiu cried really hard this time. She felt that her daughter was not considerate and did not comfort her like she used to.
Xihe raised his fist and slammed it hard on the middle of the table in front of her. In an instant, a big hole appeared on the table.
"Cry, keep crying, let me see which is harder, your head or this table?" Xihe looked at her indifferently.
Looking at the big hole in the middle of the table and then at Xihe's expressionless face, He Xiuxiu was so scared that she was shaking all over.
What happened to this daughter? How did she suddenly become so strong?
"Cry, why don't you cry? Keep crying, let me see how long you can cry for?"
"I won't cry anymore..." He Xiuxiu's expression changed, and she no longer cried and complained about her grievances like before.
"No, keep crying. Let me see how much you can cry. How wronged you are..." Xihe glared at her and said in a mocking tone, "As an adult, since you have made a choice, you must move on."
"But what about you? You made a choice and couldn't stand it anymore, so you took it out on a child. Does she owe you anything?"
"No no no..."
"She doesn't owe you anything, really. You gave birth to her voluntarily. If you were to say who owes whom, it's you who owes her."
"I owe her so much. You know very well. Your parents died young, and you knew how you lived in the village."
"If it weren't for the captain and his men's strict supervision, do you think you could still be an adult?"
He Xiuxiu's expression changed immediately after hearing Xihe's words. Yes, if the team leader hadn't asked the neighbors to take care of her, she would have been raped when she was still a minor.
"But what about you? You knew how difficult life was in the village, yet you still insisted on giving birth to an illegitimate child, leaving her to be criticized by the world."
"Do you think that because she's a child she doesn't know pain or sadness?"
"I..." He Xiuxiu looked at Xihe at a loss.
"The child is in more pain and pain than you are. She is always called names that are awful to her. Don't you really know that?"
Listening to Xihe's questioning, He Xiuxiu's expression changed, her mouth opened and closed, and she couldn't say anything for a long time.
"You see a child feeling wronged, you cry to the child, scold the child, but what about the child? When she feels wronged, who does she cry to, who does she make a fuss to?"
"I was wrong, I'm sorry..." Under Xihe's cold gaze, He Xiuxiu finally said sorry.
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