The boss is coming, the scumbag is going to be in trouble

Chapter 455: I Don’t Want to Be Born——He Yan 1

She felt that her short life was filled with criticism from others, and she couldn't bear it. She wanted to leave here early and hide away to heal her wounds. ＜(ToT)＞

In other words, she hides herself so that no one can see her, and that way she won't be scolded.

Xihe accepted the memory and didn't know what to say.

It is now the era when educated youth go to the countryside. The original owner's mother, He Xiuxiu, lost her parents early, leaving her alone in the world.

When the educated youth went to the countryside, she fell in love with a bookish one.

Because the educated youth came from the city, they were not very good at farm work. Faced with the heavy workload, they thought of taking shortcuts.

Feng Guoqiang is the educated youth that He Xiuxiu has a crush on. After observing her, he found that she was the only one at home, so he became interested in her.

He often sent wild fruits, wild flowers and other things to He Xiuxiu, and the long-lonely girl fell into his trap.

When you are young, although the regulations are very strict in this era, you cannot control your sexual desires, and some people will still get together secretly.

He Xiuxiu was alone at home, and the two of them dated secretly without anyone knowing.

Every time He Xiuxiu asked to register her marriage, Feng Guoqiang stopped her.

Girls who grew up in the countryside didn’t have so many thoughts, and after a few times they stopped making this request.

Not long after, Feng Guoqiang's family found a good marriage for him and used their connections to get him back to the city.

When Feng Guoqiang received the telegram, he was ecstatic. Looking at the heavy farm work and the uneducated He Xiuxiu, he chose the path chosen by his parents without looking back.

Feng Guoqiang left quietly and He Xiuxiu was completely unaware of it.

When everyone else started talking about it, Feng Xiuxiu found out that her partner had already left their village.

There was nothing wrong with leaving, but the bad thing was that He Xiuxiu was pregnant. She fainted in the field and was carried to the clinic by the members of the cooperative for examination.

Thinking of her and Feng Guoqiang's daily behavior, everyone thought of what happened and looked at her with contempt.

He Xiuxiu just kept crying and didn't know what to do. Many people told her to abort the child and start a new life.

This is a living person, and the villagers did not force her to death.

But He Xiuxiu disagreed. She felt that she was an orphan without any relatives, so she wanted to give birth to the child to accompany her.

After hearing her words, the villagers scattered and thought she had a mental problem.

Seeing her desperately trying to make a scene, the captain had no choice but to agree. However, he couldn't say her husband had abandoned her, he could only say she was a widow.

Despite being a widow, He Xiuxiu was willing to give birth to the child because she really wanted someone to accompany her.

She was very calm when she was pregnant, but after she gave birth to the child, she and her daughter were pointed at and criticized, and all kinds of nasty things were said.

After she left the confinement period, things were not peaceful at home. As the old saying goes, there is trouble at the door of a widow, and men often entered her yard.

In order to protect herself and her children, He Xiuxiu sealed all the doors and windows, preventing those people from succeeding.

She cried countless times at night, not knowing whether what she was doing was right or wrong.

Since birth, the original owner had been called a bastard, a bastard, a burden, and a fatherless child...

When she was a child, those people only insulted her with words, but when she grew up, some people wanted to bully her secretly.

Some people may say that the management was very strict in that era, and as long as you report it, someone will definitely take care of it.

But there is another point, that is, reputation was also very important at that time, and it would not sound good if it were made public.

In addition, He Xiuxiu did not stand up for her daughter, which made the original owner suffer enough grievances.

Although He Xiuxiu has relatives to accompany her, she can't stand being constantly pointed at and criticized.

Coupled with the heavy farm work, the original owner fell ill when she was in her teens.

What the original owner hated the most was that the first thing she did before her death was to ask her to find her lover and go see the man who abandoned her on her behalf.

If he needs help, I hope the original owner can help him.

No, Xihe was speechless after seeing this. You didn’t protect your daughter well and didn’t give her a good childhood.

You don't have a good living environment, but you still care about the person who abandoned you.

Don’t you ever think about what will happen to this child after you die?

I just got carried away and decided to give birth to the baby.

She calls it having someone to accompany her, but in fact she still hopes that the man will come back.

In this era, the fact that she dared to give birth to a child out of wedlock can only be said to be due to the fact that the villagers still had some conscience and did not report her immediately.

But she made a decision in a fit of rage, and she didn't know how much harm it caused to her child.

According to Xihe, she knew what kind of life her daughter was living, but she was powerless to do anything.

What you think is good can sometimes kill people.

Xihe looked around at the three dilapidated tiled houses. There was nothing in the houses except a few worn-out stools.

All of these were purchased by He's father when he was alive, otherwise there would be nothing to sit on.

"Yan Yan, Mom is back." A slightly tired voice sounded at this time, and a woman carrying a basket pushed the door open and walked in.

Seeing her appearance, Xihe wondered if the villagers were scared. She was as skinny as a stick, with no smile on her face. She looked like a walking skeleton, which made people feel uncomfortable.

"Yan Yan, what's wrong with you? Mom is back. Can I make you some wild vegetable porridge later?" He Xiuxiu thought her daughter didn't hear her, so she raised her voice again.

Looking at her, Xihe sighed. If she had chosen to abandon the original owner, her life would have been very different.

But now, the child was being pointed at and scolded, she herself had suffered so much injustice, and she had not provided a good environment for the child.

He Xiuxiu might have regretted it, but a child is not a thing that can be put back once it is born. So what good is regret? She can only bite the bullet and move on.

"Why don't you speak? Didn't I say I would make wild vegetable porridge for you?" Seeing that Xihe didn't say anything, He Xiuxiu's face suddenly changed, and she pointed at Xihe and started to accuse him loudly.

"I come home exhausted from working in the fields every day. I call you, but you don't even answer. Why are you so arrogant?"

"If it weren't for you, would I have worked so hard? Don't I know how tiring it is?" The more she thought about it, the more wronged she felt. He Xiuxiu slapped her thigh and started crying.

Hearing her complaints, Xihe couldn't help but roll his eyes and said coldly: "Are you working for me? Isn't it for yourself? Without me, will you not eat or drink?"

"Also, do you think I want to be born in this family?" Xihe asked coldly.